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[Korbac]

Holy shit Ashes. Just because your mother is a piece of shit, doesn't mean you are. In all other conceivable situations you would be loved as any other child.

[Jerick]

Deep inside I think why would anyone want to know someone like me? I make the people around me miserable.

Take it from someone who has spent alot of his life thinking those exact same thoughts; they are total lies.
Not only is it not your fault that they are miserable it is not your resposibility to ensure the happiness of those around you.
If they can't accept you as you are then it is a fault with them and not you.
And trust me when I say this; they make themselves miserable.
I know little about them and the situation your in but still I can guarantee it.

Honest to God hate myself more than anything else....

It's sad just how many people know exactly what that's like.
Find an out.
Get away from those who tell you aren't any good and put you down.
Do that and things will get better, some of that feeling will fade when you don't have people pushing you down the whole time.

[FearfulJesuit]

I'm feeling depressed and clingy about my ex-history teacher (again), and it makes me feel guilty, not because I'm sexually attracted to something verboten (this is a fairly innocent crush) but because I get really depressed, clingy, cuddly and needy a lot to the point where infatuation, fear and depression are all wrapped up in a single emotion that I feel about any crush, even a minor one. And, well...

...I'm afraid that if I ever get into a relationship I'll end up using the other person as human heroin. I don't fall into happy love. I have a few crushes at the moment and they only serve to depress me, and I'm irrationally frightened of the girls in question. My ex-history teacher is probably most extreme in this regard (she terrifies me, and merely passing by her on a drive home is usually enough to make me have a depressive attack for most of the day), but it's true just generally. I've a crush on a German girl from Finnish language camp, for example, and two nights ago she featured in a dream. Not an erotic dream or anything, she was just there...and when I woke up that morning I was a complete basket case of emotions. Easily angered and pissed off...I just wanted to lie in bed the whole day and pillow-cuddle, which of course just makes it worse.

I feel like I've been punched in the chest. Physically. I'm miserable and I need to see a shrink about it. But if I tell my parents that, they might think I'm unstable and can't go to Brazil.

[ashes]

Thanks guys. I know that I shouldn't feel like that, but it is hard not to believe it sometimes.

I know that feel ;(
          *LW relates...

Thank you... I'm sorry that you know how it feels.

[ChairmanPoo]

Hrm. These hand tremors I get as of late are somewhat worrying. Most likely stress driven, but still.

[Alpha Dwarf]

Hrm. These hand tremors I get as of late are somewhat worrying. Most likely stress driven, but still.

Does it worry you that you may be doing nothing to stop it? If your hand will be willed it will will itself. Train Lion! Train and fight!

http://www.thesealteams.com/SEAL_workouts/ Proven to kill.

[ChairmanPoo]

*force-chokes Alpha Dwarf*

[Alpha Dwarf]

*force-chokes Alpha Dwarf*

Believe in the Force Luke!


Aw, jeez. Dead Wan made me think of dead Yoda. Isn't he the last of his kind? Force that, bro.

[FearfulJesuit]

Still having the fucking panic attack over her. I'm bloody well terrified, and it makes me hate myself, because it'd just make me a horrible boyfriend. I'd be clingy as fuck and scared of the girl, and that wouldn't be healthy at all. And then, if she left, I'd have a serious breakdown.

I really don't like this, not at all.

[SalmonGod]

Just finished listening to the new Soundgarden album for the first time.  Fuck.  That was depressing.  I'll... just leave it at that.   

[Dutchling]

Snow.

[Facekillz058]

So I just heard that Black Ops II made over a billion dollars in it's first 15 days on sale.
Why can't I become a multi-billion dollar company by remaking the same game again, and again, and again.
I will give them credit, though, I don't think there were giant robots in the last 10 games.

[SalmonGod]

Why can't I become a multi-billion dollar company

Because you're a person, and corporations aren't people!

[RedKing]

Just finished listening to the new Soundgarden album for the first time.  Fuck.  That was depressing.  I'll... just leave it at that.   

Oh dear....I was thinking of getting that for Xmas.
Depressing as in "They made a really bleak album" or depressing as in "These guys shouldn't have gotten back together"?

I've long been a Chris Cornell fan (I spent many an hour in my dorm room singing along with Superunknown).

[Tack]

In the last 3 years I've been on a mission to make myself into more of a 'good person'.

I can't really say for sure if I've become 'good'. More open and honest, definitely.
But it did make me an unfit introvert with no motivation or prospects.
I've never been 'friend zoned' in my life until just a while ago. Is this what not being a manipulative bastard gets?