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[rabidgam3r]

I... Played Telltale's Walking Dead.
And beat it. Why do I feel so empty inside?

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Take us back, ohh take us back, take us ba-a-ack... ;_;

[JoshuaFH]

I already cancelled our next appointment, and I told my Mom to just ignore calls from the place.

He's already lost his patience with me, there's just nothing more I think can be done.

I hate to be that one guy, but speaking as someone who has Cyclical Depression (and is a horrendous cynic)  and has gone through this sort of thing more times than I can count - You are being incredibly self destructive. You messed up, so you quit, instead of facing the fact that you messed up and bucking up and moving on. You are right, Joshua, you DID waste his time, but not by messing up - But by quitting and hiding from the problem instead of facing it like a (wo?)man.

I just don't know man, this is just one of those things where no matter what I do, it feels like I'm making an awful bad decision.

[Tiruin]

Nosocomial disease poking at family and me x_x Sick parents and I.
Yaaay weekend~

I already cancelled our next appointment, and I told my Mom to just ignore calls from the place.

He's already lost his patience with me, there's just nothing more I think can be done.

I hate to be that one guy, but speaking as someone who has Cyclical Depression (and is a horrendous cynic)  and has gone through this sort of thing more times than I can count - You are being incredibly self destructive. You messed up, so you quit, instead of facing the fact that you messed up and bucking up and moving on. You are right, Joshua, you DID waste his time, but not by messing up - But by quitting and hiding from the problem instead of facing it like a (wo?)man.

I just don't know man, this is just one of those things where no matter what I do, it feels like I'm making an awful bad decision.

Kuya? :O I think its in your thinking of how these things are. Somewhat like self-reinforcement. Ya need to believe you can, first of all. The usual thing in these kinds of situations are that thoughts that say 'NO U' in a generally negative way will happen--these don't describe you in your whole totality. Think about it--why would you feel bad if these things are of you?

Next was that thing on your friend (or therapist) got presumably . This doesn't mean he gives up on you, like, you're a lost cause. Maybe its the things on your side that aren't your fault at all, but what others maybe told you before :O Either way, You can do this! despite getting the idea that you can't.

Feelings, in part, aren't fully accurate when in these kinds of situations (personally, I'm an emotional wreck years ago So I can totally relate...and then nudged myself to study why I was a wreck ._. stuff like that). These feelings are more like responses to observations or perceptions--like if you feel threatened, there's this feeling of D: or trepidation that comes up. Or on the trusting of others, there's the reluctance feeling which nudges into a guarded personality. Maybe challenge those feelings? Trust others as well as yourself! One solution out of many.

But don't give up. You can do this thing! Reinforce thyself with positive beliefs, coupled with action.
"I can do this." O__O

[Rose]

The man that's the closest thing I've had to a dad is hospitalized with parkinsons.

[AlleeCat]

I just want to elaborate on earlier. It's the he said I just wasn't being ambitious enough, he's thinking that I've come in half-asleep or 'on something', that I was just gonna wind up wasting my life like my mother.

This guy's a horrible therapist. They're supposed to help and cheer you on no matter what, not pick at your inadequacies like everyone else.

[Dutchling]

i may have fucked up

i may be okay

i dont know but i know i could have done better

[timferius]

i may have fucked up

i may be okay

i dont know but i know i could have done better

Vague.
Hind sight is 20/20, I'm sure you did what you thought was best at the time, that's the best you can ask of yourself. Even if you did fuck up, it's not the end of the world. You can do things to mitigate/fix damage caused, and all will be good in the end. Whatever it is, just be open, honest, and do your best. Take time to think before you act, and consult trusted advisors as much as possible.

[Orange Wizard]

I started on an archive binge of Unsounded yesterday evening. Twelve hours later, I've finished. Suddenly ohshit i have stuff to do today and i forgot to sleep

[Fniff]

Caroline's family situation makes me sad.

[Arx]

Clickbait headline came up on my Twitter feed. The headline was almost entirely unrelated to the article.

I'd unfollow the account except that they break most news incredibly fast.

[GiglameshDespair]

It should be law that headlines have to have the focus of the article clearly stated in them.
Goddamn clickbait.

[Arx]

It's a science news website, too, or I'd just look for another one. I'm actually increasingly annoyed with their attitude on certain issues, or at least their Twitter manager's attitude. The articles are usually fairly objective (unless they're opinion, in which case they're clearly marked as such), but the headlines...

Edit: screw it, I'm just gonna find another feed. I can handle not knowing everything within minutes.

[Bauglir]

I started on an archive binge of Unsounded yesterday evening. Twelve hours later, I've finished. Suddenly ohshit i have stuff to do today and i forgot to sleep

Bah. It was worth it. Sorry about that

[Orange Wizard]

I started on an archive binge of Unsounded yesterday evening. Twelve hours later, I've finished. Suddenly ohshit i have stuff to do today and i forgot to sleep

Bah. It was worth it. Sorry about that

It's okay. A few cups of tea should keep me sufficiently caffeinated.

[Tack]

Dreamt about leeches (for some reason cannot stand them) and woke up.
Therefore immediately had to google safest ways to remove one (as I've heard the salt thing is bad for you).
First guide I read is like "Also they have a tendency to find their way into your nostrils, ear canals, mouth and throat!"

Fucking Thanks World.