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[itisnotlogical]

Got dumped. Didn't sleep at all. Burnt my fingers while fucking up breakfast into an unsaveable mess, so I'm eating leftovers instead. Homework isn't done and due in a few hours. Fuck today. I wish I could leave now and get the "be out in the world" part over with so I can just stay home and recuperate a bit.

[Helgoland]

Only thing now is that my beard is starting to show a lot more grey. 

Hey, grey beards are awesome!

Note: I'm currently imagining you as Lebowski, complete with bathrobe and White Russian.

[Ghills]

Got dumped. Didn't sleep at all. Burnt my fingers while fucking up breakfast into an unsaveable mess, so I'm eating leftovers instead. Homework isn't done and due in a few hours. Fuck today. I wish I could leave now and get the "be out in the world" part over with so I can just stay home and recuperate a bit.

Ouch!  On all kinds of levels. I hope things start getting better.

[Trapezohedron]

What I've realized is that what people want most of all is to not be in the Shit Pit. What they want is to feel good about themselves, to be told that they matter, and to hear that you noticed them in the specific way that they prefer to be noticed. If you learn how to do that -- to make other people feel good about themselves -- I think you can make all of the other shit not matter. Think about it; people will house and feed an ugly dog that pisses all over their carpets and chews up their shoes, purely because that dog is happy to see them when they get home. That's it, that's its only skill, and it makes them love it desperately.

goddamnit fuck you david wong fuck you for understanding so much of my shit going on even if you didnt intend any single person in particular to read this

[Rose]

God, I feel so fucking useless.

I want to get up and do something with my life. Need to. But I just can't.

And I have no idea how to change that.

[Tiruin]

Don't you cool dudes ever define yourself as useless or anything less than you are. The little steps count as doing something, even if that means ensuring today will be stable enough for tomorrow.

Will be PMing you someday soon Trapezohedron, because that context was pretty much my life. (Also hugs to you and anyone who needs it)

_{The idea in the link I'm looking at is the focus towards interpretations bit.}

[Baffler]

Spent too much time shittin' around instead of doing my work. I didn't miss any assignments but my exam scores reflect the situation. I always do this, not really getting back into the habit of studying and just generally not doing the bare minimum possible after I get back from a break until something (usually the first round of exams) comes around and slaps me into something resembling good order. But by then I'm already behind and need to catch up instead of just doing B-grade work throughout like a normal person. Most professors have an extra exam so they can drop one, but I'm not happy about using my mulligan on the first (and easiest) round either.

[miauw62]

Meh man there was some sort of megagame today about global warming and shit at my school which was pretty fun and cool. My team/country was just two girls and me and things went pretty well in general. Why do I still feel like I haven't done shit? What the fuck do I need to do to feel content about what I've done?

[Kot]

It's groundhog day... again. Though, my groundhog day is proably 11 of November, but eh, it's really shitty anyway. It would be proably so much easier to just kill myself or something.

[Shadowlord]

*reads last page of thread*
*immediately regrets it*

[Levi]

Bomb threat at school today.

Woo hoo no school!

During my free block.

Oh I'm so sorry. 

[inteuniso]

I don't have any programming/development work examples for my second cousin and he's trying to find me a job :/

Also my parents are also putting pressure on me to find a job.

Really, though, I would rather do neither, but what I want to do isn't for another month. Maybe I can get my W-2 back soon and get my tax refund in the works so I can drive to where I need to go and stay there for a few days.

[Spehss _]

Sleep deprived. Stressed out from college. Stressed out at home. Stressed out and angry constantly. Life is a mess and going nowhere. Really wish I could kill myself right now.

[inteuniso]

Sleep deprived. Stressed out from college. Stressed out at home. Stressed out and angry constantly. Life is a mess and going nowhere. Really wish I could kill myself right now.

Killing yourself is the equivalent to killing the entire species, so I wish you wouldn't. Also it's expensive (like 10k total once you include funeral costs)

I guess all I can say is that spring will come again. Also, try planting a few plant seeds. Don't water them, don't fertilize them, just let nature do the growing. All you need to do is sow the seeds.

To prevent birds from eating them, mix some clay and water together and encase the seeds in them. You can use local soil as well, you'll probably need to experiment with what kind of soil/water mixture provides the best solidity.

[TheBiggerFish]

*hugs Spehss_*

Don't kill yourself, please.