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I believe my finances have been screwed up as a result of someone else's mistake at the finance company not doing their damn job. I am an incredibly responsible person. I have proof I submitted documents. It is now being said I did not, or that somehow BS requests for other documents were made and ignored by me.... Really? I never got those. Lovely, just another piece of stress I don't need. God damn it why is EVERYBODY around me fucking up left and right, blaming me, and I'm paying for it? I can try to prove what they did, but that will be a massive paper chase and take forever. I'm sure the fine art of screwing people will be applied to me as well. How wonderful. Somebody is trying to tell me.... ME ... that I am somehow an irresponsible idiot who can't do basic paperwork right? Somehow I get the sinking suspicion it's the stupid over entitled old boomer whose job I could do with one hand tied behind my back and giving me snark because he knows I'm younger than he is and I look rather young as well and sound it even over the phone.... [Twitch] I am told I am either not qualified enough or overqualified for this type of job too.... [twitch]
[tries to calm down] I don't even wanna get into details. I just am upset at everybody else being able to screw up at will, but if I ever so much as think of screwing up, O the wraith of God cometh down upon me.... I've had so many frivolous complaints against me, all of which have been dismissed, though it took over a year for some of them to be thrown out.
I am exhausted. I don't care anymore. I showed the world god damn brilliance and it shit all over me while demanding I continue showing brilliance and for no compensation while paying it through the nose....
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Do not go to law school, ever. Do not go to college and instead become an electrician or plumber, in a skilled trade people can't/won't do and have no choice but to have done.
I flat out just walked out of one of my remaining business client's premises because they are so god damn stupid it hurts and I've seen this before. I don't care what you want you idiot or that it will cost your company money.... It's a regulatory and tax issue. Shut up; pay up; screw you very much. I just left, because I've seen the moron in charge of other places fuck this up before and drive the company into ch11 bankruptcy and in one case, have the IRS all over him. I just can't handle being a part of that anymore with some jackass whose father put him there and thinks he knows anything. I'm sending a letter quitting and explaining exactly what will happen if they don't do EXACTLY as I say in exquisite detail with references to people at the IRS who will be charging them for tax evasion. I'm sending it registered mail so they will have to sign for it, because I've had them say "well we were never told X..."
I'm just getting it from all angles. Nobody's word means shit. Nobody has a brain in their head capable of doing anything but demanding to pay less or nothing at all and proclaim themselves right. Part of me just thinks they can fling themselves off a cliff for all I care, because the IRS could give a flying shit less what they want. They act as though they're ordering at Burger King and selecting from a menu. NO... That's not how the IRS works.... You will comply. Your cooperation while appreciated is not strictly speaking necessary. Should you fail to voluntarily comply, the IRS will bring suit against your stupid company....
This seems to be the attitude. What the hell is this? The next person who tries to convince me I am not worth money will be screamed at repeatedly (note, being unable to pay and politely asking, is far different from being able but unwilling to pay and demanding free work be done....[rant]
I need to exercise some of this out by going for a walk or something and though I rarely say this, it's cold enough where I don't wanna go do that. I think it's in the negatives before windchill. Even this ordinarily wouldn't stop me, but meh.