MEH. Family vacation, but people are so angry and literally running over toddlers with strollers on purpose out of anger and it just kills the mood, you know? So much yelling and cussing in front of little kids.
I check some things, and realize I totally forgot about a group project. Waking up early tomorrow please add me to the document by then so I can add my stuff. Vacation makes me forget things, I feel really terrible but luckily they got things done without me except my part, so I am just praying that she checks her Facebook messages (no cell phone and doesn't check email) before school. It might not even be due tomorrow but if it is I am going to feel like a terrible dirt bag.
Two people while I was gone did at least a little bit of work to set things up for me, but they conflict with each other and I have to go apologize to someone. (I had a free period in school and was going to turn it into an independent project period which required my favorite teacher to help me fill out some paperwork. Then the principal asked me if I wanted to do paid tutoring, and I said yes, not realizing that it would be during the school day, so I'm going to have to go apologize to him...)
Argument in the hotel room about how I am not doing enough to set myself up to go to college, followed by me reading "50 Successful Harvard Application Essays" and wanting to cry because while my writing isn't bad, my creativeness and humor sucks, and I keep being told again and again that if I want to get in anywhere good I need a perfect essay. Seriously, these things are scary. Entire essay about how being short has made someone such an awesome person. I just have no clue what to do. "INTERNET FORUMS SAVED MY LIFE", I think.
Things just keep piling on and it's leading to one of those nights where I have to bash my head into a wall repeatedly. (Or maybe pull out the guided meditation MP3's).