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[Vector]

EXACTLY

On the other hand, as she left in the elevator, she reminded me of which floor she's on =/  God, I hate my life right now.

[Frumple]

Mundane!sad: Gwargh, stuffy. G'damn bloody annoying AIR.

Screw it. 69F is amusing, but I'm turning it down to 64. Freaking normal people and their warmth. Warmth comes from people not air, curse it!

Though I guess that's sorta' more rage than sad, but I really get down when I have trouble breathing. Especially when I can hear myself breath. I have spent years and years and years learning and practicing how not to do that. If can hear self breath, breathing too loud! Fix, self, fix!

[Realmfighter]

No, not tonight.  She honestly seemed kind of manic.  I don't want to start this with her so desperately horny that she'd kiss a semi-butch girl to get her hormones to calm down.

Being horny actually does that to you? Well, now I'm scared getting a sexuality.

[GlyphGryph]

I'm not exactly sure... I have gone clubbing with groups of girls before, and nothing went badly. They can be really fun to hang out with, pretty good on the dance floor.

Well, yeah, but - I was more referring to the acting like bringing a member of the same sex was a big deal when its pretty standard. (After all, you're there to find members of the opposite sex! For heteros anyway)

Especially for women who tend to go in big clumps and all flock together in my experience.

Also - I probably shouldn't, but I find every one of Vector's recent posts kind of adorable. Maybe it's all the text-blushing?

Being horny actually does that to you? Well, now I'm scared getting a sexuality.

...what? Why?

[Max White]

I'm pretty sure it is the romantic awkwardness. All we need is for Vector to get hit by a radioactive meteor and get super magical powers, and it would become a full on anime.

[Realmfighter]

Being horny actually does that to you? Well, now I'm scared getting a sexuality.

...what? Why?

That just sounds fucking terrifying to me.

[GlyphGryph]

What, why and how?

[Reudh]

I'm pretty sure it is the romantic awkwardness. All we need is for Vector to get hit by a radioactive meteor and get super magical powers, and it would become a full on anime.

She would be the Tsundere superheroine.


@Vector: Anyway, what Max suggested, tell her how you feel, or don't, it's up to you.
@Realmfighter: Yes, that is what having sexuality is like, to a greater or lesser extent depending on the person.

[Max White]

Poor realmfighter, all these human ideals... How could a namekian ever understand?

[ChairmanPoo]

grr, feeling kind of lonely.

I'll get over it, though. I ought to get out more these days. It's not like I'm doing much atm beyond watching tv series.

I got particularily hooked up to Castle, but ran out of eps two days ago...

[Nadaka]

grr, feeling kind of lonely.

I'll get over it, though

Ive been feeling that for a long time, but in light of the other shit in my life, its not as important any more.

[Vector]

God, I know, I am way too tsundere.  It's a curse.  Along with being a total Mary Sue prince.

That just sounds fucking terrifying to me.

Don't worry, I've never had that problem.  I'm a slow and long-term sort of person, not a fast and hot sort.  Getting a sexuality isn't necessarily quite like that, where you're just flat-out desperate and would kiss anyone and anything.

And by the way, semi-butch doesn't mean unattractive... it just means that I've got a sensible haircut, boots I could run in, a fairly low-pitched voice, and a tasteful sweater.  I have a gentlemanly personality and am sizzling hot, and I will be even more so once I start exercising and can do pullups.

[Max White]

But, on the plus side, you are not that annoyingly clueless girl who has no self respect and breaks down and cries all the time.
Looking as you Mikuru.

[Reudh]

no

[JoshuaFH]

Being horny actually does that to you? Well, now I'm scared getting a sexuality.

...what? Why?

That just sounds fucking terrifying to me.

It's alright Realmfighter, that line of thinking will be patronized by society until the end of time. It's just a factual thing.

It's really hard for me to discuss, and also I have a hard time articulating it, but I'm just incredibly alienated by the social norm that is a person always trying to fulfill some sexual need imbued into them by millions of years of evolution. I'm alienated even more so that everyone just accepts it as part of their own personal nature, rather than nature itself conspiring against you, subtly forcing you to carve your own inner self to match it.

I'm a person that's always been lonely, and I'm pretty sure I'll die lonely. I'm not complaining though; A friend once complained about his loneliness to me, and I told him that loneliness is a skill, you get better at it with practice. He didn't get it, so I just backpedaled it into a weird joke, but I was dead serious.

Even so, I hate myself. I hate that my body yearns to attain a heterosexual ideal. I hate how society expects that I have this mindset. I hate viewing myself as a freak that has noone to speak with, and can barely articulate these ideas, and so I still view myself as the neglected brat that I fear that I never grew out of. And I hate myself that literally noone, not a single person gives a shit about such petty problems, and so I can't even find friends in theoretical people that have those things in common.

I have alot of problems Realm, thanks for speaking up today so that I could find the courage in myself to atleast mention them. I'm not naive enough to actually expect people to relate though.