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[Kot]

I hate myself. It will be 120 days tommorow, I haven't punched stuff or were particulary out of control for like two weeks, just mostly irritated at my own thoughts and I just went back to the whole "angry" bullshit. Fuck.

[Spehss _]

Stayed up too late last night again. With college classes today. Gonna be tired and shit.

Woooooooo.

[hector13]

I hate myself. It will be 120 days tommorow, I haven't punched stuff or were particulary out of control for like two weeks, just mostly irritated at my own thoughts and I just went back to the whole "angry" bullshit. Fuck.

Just out of curiousity, what is the 120 days the anniversary of?

[Helgoland]

Sodom. Or rather the opposite: The end of a relationship/being turned down by someone, I think.

[Kot]

Or rather the opposite: The end of a relationship/being turned down by someone, I think.

#drama

[hector13]

Could just be the way you're dealing with it isn't very good then. Marking the days of such a thing isn't going to help you get over it

It has also only been ~four months. Emotional shit takes time, bro.

[Levi]

Erg, my goldfish are acting weird today.  I hope they aren't sick.   

[Kot]

Could just be the way you're dealing with it isn't very good then. Marking the days of such a thing isn't going to help you get over it

Eh, it's just very easy date to count from and remember so I don't even really have to mark the days or someshit. I just know, though it might come from the fact I have pretty good memory of those things.

It has also only been ~four months. Emotional shit takes time, bro.

It's been four months too much. I shouldn't even fucking care, I mean, why would I, it's not really fucking lifechanging event... except it fucking is. Ugh.

[Vector]

-snip-

[RedKing]

Took me years to get over a breakup in college. Like, 5-6 years at least. Hell, I still miss her at times and wonder how things would have turned out.

[Kot]

Then maybe Poland is just different since everyone expects me to get over it three months ago.

[Helgoland]

Could be an age/gender/culture thing. Poland is pretty macho, right?

[Kot]

I guess... kind of? Maybe not in terms of actual feelings, but more in terms of not accepting help and trying to not show it.

[Rolan7]

@Getting over relationships

And if it's family, you might never be free.  No matter how many times "it's over".
*projecting*

[miauw62]

Then maybe Poland is just different since everyone expects me to get over it three months ago.

that's because the two of you never were in a romantic relationship, so people don't see it as a big deal (even though it is a big deal)