Had a weird dream where I turned into a girl. Not just where you wake up one morning and "oh look, I'm a girl now," but I literally got to look down and watch my chest develop breasts in an unnaturally quick length of time. I metamorphosised. Metamorphed. Metamorphosizzled.
It was weiiiiiird. Was kinda intersting, girl-me had different mental reactions to situations guy-me would be ok with, like being around other guys suddenly became way more intimidating.
Anyway, it was pretty surreal.
I had an actually similar dream back on Thursday morning.
I'll briefly preface all that follows by saying that I'm not entirely certain what my gender identity would best be described as, but basically, I'm fine with the prospect of being anything. I only refer to myself as male because it's the body I've got. Additionally, this dream's least logical moments were in the mechanics of time.
So, I evidently qualified for a sex change operation and went through with it before the dream started. When it started, I was on my way home from recovery (I believe going under the knife and being sent home happened in the same day for whatever reason) and I was told to stop by the Albertson's near my home.
Now, dream!me needed to use the restroom. Real!me has a hard time realizing something important happened to them recently and this carried over into the dream. I managed to forget that my genitals were entirely different now. I remembered to walk into the women's restroom, though. It was equipped with a urinal (probably because dream!Grand Junction Albertson's was trying to be accepting to transgender women who've not yet had the modification) and I forgot that I could no longer use it. A large mess was made on my legs in the dream (thankfully not in real life) and everyone was laughing at me. Fighting off a panic attack, I went to the entrance of the bathroom, convinced that there was a shower in it. I made the mistake of asking a very short security guard where the showers were with ill-fitting, piss-soaked jeans and he probably mistook me for a homeless mentally disabled individual because he called another officer over and told me to stand right where I was. I immediately ran off.
Moving forward some amount of time and somehow I'm younger and still going to school, but I've still gone through the surgery. I'm walking through a hall near the cafeteria and it's uncomfortably full of students. I eavesdrop on someone else's conversation and evidently Tawni (my current and first girlfriend, we've been together for a week and and half at this point) and I have broken up, she being the initiator (not sure why anybody would even be talking about that; we're not very well-known people and I'm not even sure if anybody else even knows we're together in real life). Seconds later, I hear the voice of a transgender student who stopped going to school last year (their name was Destiny when they left, I'm not sure if they've proceeded farther into masculinity and changed their name or edged away from it, so they're a they for now). Destiny asks who I am in a pleasantly surprised tone, likely recognizing me because I'm still wearing the same clothes in the dream that I wore last year, when they still went to my school, namely a thin maroon hoodie with a white inside. I turn around to face them and they smile at me, but I then turn back around because I really don't feel like crashing into someone/a lockercase. The moment I turn around, I feel an indigo hoodie fall onto my back as a gift from Destiny. The second part ends after I thank them.
There was a third part but I don't remember it all that well. I was in the office of a therapist I went to twice, once to accompany Dad, the second time because it was deemed necessary that I go. I went to this therapist like three years ago, but I remember the office perfectly. Anyway, in the dream, I do not recall why, but Destiny, Tawni, and a few friends from anime club were there. I now nothing else of this act three.
My dreams have two settings:
- Do I even dream anymore..?
- TERRIFYING CLARITY AND REALISM HOLY FUCK WAS THAT AN EXPERIENCE
This is one of my three clearest dreams I've ever had.