Oh, and now my parents won't let me go to the robotics meeting tomorrow, despite the fact that I ALSO haven't been able to make the last three meetings. Why? Because I need to study for the SAT this weekend (Which, by the way, also means I'm going to miss the meeting taking place THEN). HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO STUDY FOR IT? I've already taken it, and I already know the rules for it, so I can't study those. I know everything that the math and English sections cover, so I can't study that. I can't really study things like Latin roots, since I'm not going to learn more in a few hours of studying then I would of when I took an entire COURSE IN THE SUBJECT. I'm pretty sure that I'm a bit more knowledgable then I was a year and a half ago when I last took the test, and I literally only need to raise it by TEN points. Pure CHANCE and the fact that I won't have a migraine like I did last time is enough to raise my score by ten points. And why the fuck can't I do my studying in town while I wait for robotics? Oh, stop arguing with you? I'm not arguing. I'm pointing out the fucking flaws in your reasoning because you are so concerned over TEN FUCKING POINTS. And just the other day they were talking about how I was being irresponsible for missing the robotics meeting on Tuesday. Unlike with what you were forcing me to do today, I was able to send a message informing them that I wouldn't be there. And they are also asking why it is ok for me to miss last Saturday but not this Thursday. Well one, several other people were absent for the exact reason I was, and I was able to inform them. I also need to go this Thursday to tell them that I won't be able to make it on Saturday. Oh, why didn't I tell them that last Thursday? BECAUSE I WASN'T EXPECTING YOU TO MAKE ME MISS THIS MEETING.
Oh, and now the rage is making it hard for me to concentrate on the essay I have due tomorrow. Its not like I already have enough problems concentrating on it.