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[IronTomato]

But yeah, if you want to cry, take some time and cry, it'll help.

If it makes you want to cry, cry. It really does help, no matter how cheesy that sounds.

I don't really see how that would help.

[KingofstarrySkies]

I want to scream, and scream, and scream. He's just so stupid. So annoying. So... Urgh.

[Yoink]

[INSERT GENERIC "LACK OF MONEY" SAD HERE]

[TheBiggerFish]

But yeah, if you want to cry, take some time and cry, it'll help.

If it makes you want to cry, cry. It really does help, no matter how cheesy that sounds.

I don't really see how that would help.

You're not bottling it up anymore.  That helps with the stress, if nothing else.

*hugpats koss*

[highmax28]

Exhausted and listening to Dio.

I'm sad and ashamed of myself I never looked into his works until it was too late... RIP Dio... We miss you...

[chaotic skies]

Spoiler: I'm going to put this in a bubble so I don't take up too much space (click to show/hide)

Fuck. Just...Fuck. Why is all this so complicated? Seriously. I just want to hang out with people, but there's always an excuse, always something. I don't care if you have to go do something, that's okay. But telling me "I'm playing videogames" is not a reason for us to not hang out. You can just tell me you don't want to hang out.

Anyway. Started talking to a person that I have a..."complicated" history with again. I forgot how fun they are to talk to. Luckily for me, we have nothing to talk about, so it quickly devolved into me telling dumb knock knock jokes. Maybe marching band will change that, I'm not sure. Maybe we'll have more classes together this year. Luckily band is a thing we're both in, so we'll at least have one class together. I'm not even sure I want to talk to them again after...last time.

Why do I feel so fucking empty all of a sudden? Like, all this amazing shit is happening, my life is actually looking up for once in nearly 10 years. People are actually talking to me again. I'm actually in okay-ish shape for once, so that's cool. Even though that's probably only because I've been eating a lot less, but whatever.

So having nearly no money is fun. Especially since I spent a large amount of it all at once, and now all my friends think I'm rich or something. There's all these cool movies coming out and I can't go see them because my dad is dirt-poor and my mom says I have to pay for tickets myself. Fuck.

Anyway. Ignore my sads, they're all dumb and annoying anyway.

[Yoink]

I think this weather is making me depressed.
Well, not on its own; I have plenty of other things to be sad about. But the cold weather is just tipping me over the edge, nothing that would normally cheer me up is as much fun as it should be. Also, I've been chronically tired lately and I don't know why. I mean, it makes sense that I'm tired today- I went out last night. But I've been feeling tired even when I've had plenty of sleep.

Part of me wants to start some sort of suggestion game, but I lack any easy means to upload art- I have a tablet, but no decent stylus, using it with my fingers is pretty much impossible, even to produce shoddy artwork. I don't have a scanner. I don't feel as though my writing would be interesting enough on its own without any illustrations.

I could always art with my mouse, but that takes way too much effort.
Maybe I'll get a new stylus sometime soon, but that would require money and a shortage of that stuff is one of the other big reasons I'm feeling down. Main thing is, that particular method of entertaining myself is currently unavailable.
This post is a mess because I am tired and bored as hell. Sorry about that.   

[TheBiggerFish]

@Yoink:You never know until you try, with SGs and stuff.

@chaotic:No they aren't dumb.  Or annoying.  They're sad, sure, but that's the point of this thread.
*hugpats*
Hope things go well.

[JoshuaFH]

I need to stop spending so much time on Imgur, it's a hideous waste of time on par with Tvtropes and I can't help but resent the community.

EDIT: And I'm also just completely upset, my sleeping problems got the better of me again, and now I'm going to work when I'd rather be asleep, but I couldn't go to sleep even when I had the time, so whatevs I guess. Wish me luck on the commute back and forth guys.

[LordBaal]

Deep breath and count till you are off to college. Don't get wild on the freedom but enjoy it with responsibility

[Orange Wizard]

That's pretty shit

[TheBiggerFish]

Deep breath and count till you are off to college. Don't get wild on the freedom but enjoy it with responsibility

Aye.

Also, *hugs*

...Maybe she doesn't want you to make her mistakes.  It's something to think about.  I don't know.

Also, on your schedule, block in some time for 'intellectual recuperation' or 'rest' or 'sanity maintenance' or something that will justify a break.

Argh...I don't know what to say, what to do.  I just hope you get through it.

*applies hugpats*

Maybe call her bluff on the Microsoft thing?  I really don't know.  I'm just throwing ideas out and hoping they help.

[Rolan7]

Yeah, what OW and LordBaal said.

You've earned a huge advantage over most college students.  Don't throw it all away - but relax enough to enjoy life.

Fakedit:  Definitely what TBF said, too.  Keep it together for the home stretch ):

probably don't call her out though, parent-child relationships aren't especially logical or rational.

[Jopax]

Aye, keep your eyes on the prize and let that give you strength to push trough the bullshit.

Personal sad is that I'm rather tired, partly because a lack of sleep (some rather early mornings the last few days) and partly because today was my cousins confirmation thing and I was the godfather so that was a bit of an ordeal. But atleast we got to eat some great food and hang out afterwards.

Anyways, it's the end of the day, I finally crawled back home to just try and maybe paint something trough the haze before collapsing onto the bed. But I can't have that because a person that would qualify for a best friend (it's not that they aren't, I just dislike using that term for reasons) is having a bit of a meltdown about his apparent lack of friends and how he's unable to approach people because of reasons. I'm trying to help him, but I'm too tired to be nice and he's being his usual dense self about the advice. I want to help him, but it's gotten to the point where I just want to log off and not deal with the shit right now :I

[Arx]

Welp, looks like I'm riding the suicide ideation train again. Choo choo, all aboard. (Don't panic, I just had to vent it somewhere.)