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[Vector]

I fear that I'm losing my mind.

I wake up, nearly screaming. I've been having nightmares for the past 2 weeks.
I'm experiencing minor hallucinations.
I've been tempted to smash my head against a brick wall, but instead cut my hand punching it. I can hardly think straight, every day is just a miserable haze and loosing my mind is beginning to sound like a mercy at this point. I just hope I don't hurt anyone when it happens.

For "minor infatuation" she really did a number on me.

Oh, hon... I'm so sorry.  Do you want to talk about it?

[kaijyuu]

My sad for the day is that I've been trying to help Owlga through a sudden depressive spell she's going through. She wants me to do whatever it is I want to do and it seems to be making her a a bit happier, but... I feel like I should be doing more actually for her, even if this is exactly what she wants me to do it feels off.

I don't know, it's circular and confusing and I want to help her but I don't know if she's being honest or not? Buh.

My wife and I have this same problem all the goddamn time. Our solution tends to be doing something together we both enjoy.

[Owlga]

That's what we usually do every day. This is a bit different.

Really I usually just want Janet to do what makes her happy. I like seeing her do that, especially when I'm feeling like this. It might sound weird but when I'm down I'd rather she think about herself, since seeing her enjoying herself does a lot more for me than her stressing out over trying to make me happy.

Also janet if you're reading this for some reason seriously go beat the crap out of Snorelax and Pikachu already. Or biggie and smalls. Or the super londo brothers. Whatever you wanna call them.

[mastahcheese]

Really I usually just want Janet to do what makes her happy. I like seeing her do that, especially when I'm feeling like this. It might sound weird but when I'm down I'd rather she think about herself, since seeing her enjoying herself does a lot more for me than her stressing out over trying to make me happy.

How is this weird in any way?
This is pretty much exactly how I am with my wife, I want her to not worry about me and just be happy.

[Tiruin]

I can't get over losing my USB.
To think I'd ever get that art gift on time.
*reset by months*

Really I usually just want Janet to do what makes her happy. I like seeing her do that, especially when I'm feeling like this. It might sound weird but when I'm down I'd rather she think about herself, since seeing her enjoying herself does a lot more for me than her stressing out over trying to make me happy.

How is this weird in any way?
This is pretty much exactly how I am with my wife, I want her to not worry about me and just be happy.

That's not weird.
I'm pretty much like that when I'm sad and I see people who are sad help me...
Like, seeing others happy makes me happy...and stuff.

[mastahcheese]

I can't get over losing my USB.
To think I'd ever get that art gift on time.
*reset by months*

*Hugs Tiruin*
It'll take some time before you get past it.
When I lost mine, I was upset about it for literally months afterwards.
Heck, I still get upset over it sometimes.
Hopefully you'll feel better about it soon.

[Knit tie]

But the poor thing will never get healthy, will she? Not even if I go to 60000 humanities?

What kind of sadistic, tead-drinking bastard made this fucking game? It's like everything you do only makes things worse and everyone you meet will go down, hard, either because of the plot or because you freak out and accidentally fireball them and then they have to fight you and then you chop their fluffy tail off and kill them and then you read the lore and realise that the thing you killed was unjustly imprisoned and wanted to just live in peace and wasn't even going to attack you.

Really I usually just want Janet to do what makes her happy. I like seeing her do that, especially when I'm feeling like this. It might sound weird but when I'm down I'd rather she think about herself, since seeing her enjoying herself does a lot more for me than her stressing out over trying to make me happy.

How is this weird in any way?
This is pretty much exactly how I am with my wife, I want her to not worry about me and just be happy.

That's not weird.
I'm pretty much like that when I'm sad and I see people who are sad help me...
Like, seeing others happy makes me happy...and stuff.

Sometimes the only thing you need is seeing those dear to you happy. It makes you feel good regardless of what they do.

[Tiruin]

Really I usually just want Janet to do what makes her happy. I like seeing her do that, especially when I'm feeling like this. It might sound weird but when I'm down I'd rather she think about herself, since seeing her enjoying herself does a lot more for me than her stressing out over trying to make me happy.

How is this weird in any way?
This is pretty much exactly how I am with my wife, I want her to not worry about me and just be happy.

That's not weird.
I'm pretty much like that when I'm sad and I see people who are sad help me...
Like, seeing others happy makes me happy...and stuff.

Sometimes the only thing you need is seeing those dear to you happy. It makes you feel good regardless of what they do.

Especially people who you love...yeah.
...Yeah. :/

-snip-

^Thanks...

[Sirus]

I feel like I'm walking a fine line between: keeping my superiors informed on the (lack of) progress regarding the repair situation, and signing my own termination letter. It is not a pleasant feeling, but I also don't want to sit here until everyone forgets about me.

[mastahcheese]

God dang it, this is the second time this week that my vision keeps getting blurry.

[itisnotlogical]

I have been having vicious mood swings. At noon today I became incredibly depressed, and especially sad/angry (sadgry?) over my ex and things that (in that state of mind) seemed like unforgivable betrayals on her part. In about three hours I wasn't upset anymore, not even about my ex. It's not always about her, but these swings happen about two or three times in a day every couple of days.

[Ochita]

Terrible dreams. Terrible terrible dreams. I'd rather not go into detail about them but just what the fuck brain. Why would you make something like that. Aaaaarrrrghhhhhhhh. There goes any idea of a good morning I guess.

[miauw62]

I discovered openTTD has a slight micromanagement flaw.

Namely, you have to replace vehicles every so often. As far as I can tell, there's no automation for it. You have to do it personally. Note that a bus route (mine, at least) generally has about 3 for a short route, and up to 8 for a long one.

Once you get to about 5 bus routes, that's a maximum of 40 buses that'll need replacing.

EDIT: Suddenly, a craving for pork pies!

Guess what I lack?

My bus routes usually reach over 80 busses. It's great fun replacing those >.>

[Rose]

I could have sworn there was an option somewhere for automatic vehicle renewal. Look in the advanced options.

[hops]

Have you tried not being ugly, or perhaps being not-ugly?

But I can't ; n ;