Can't sleep again, that is, my sleep schedule is messed up to the point that I can only seem to fall asleep either extremely drunk, extremely tired or at 5 AM, because anything else will just result me in trashing around for hours on end having annoying thoughts and generally pissing myself off by not being able to sleep. I also need to get up at 9 AM today, which is in some five hours, and I'm not sure that I want to sleep at all if it's going to be so short :I
Also, a bit of a ranty story that both pissed me off and made me rather sad.
So there's going to be this student festival this weekend, it's not exactly near and it's three days long. But that doesn't matter since a friend said that she could get five of us into this workshop or something which would in turn get us a free trip there, free lodging and free entrance to the festival itself. Awesome stuff I say, because I haven't been to a good proper festival in a long time. All this time I assumed I was going (because they mentioned how awesome it would be and how much fun we'd have). Well tonight, I realize that I'm not really going (after I've pretty much told everyone I am, so no plans for the weekend), and I wasn't just told that I can't go because of reasons no, I'd be fine with that (feel a bit silly but still be fine with it).
The way I did find out is that the same friend who told me she would get me in listed the five people who would go, to a person that heard about it recently, and basically told her that if one of the guys that is going can't make it, she can take his place. Now I'm sitting there the whole time, slightly suprised, not only because she never mentioned me with the people who were going but because she's offering the only possible vacancy to someone else. I didn't say anything because frankly I would feel both stupid and rather sad if I did, because for all I know she might have forgotten that I was supposed to go, which is even worse I guess since it's not like we haven't seen each other every other day. Plus, that would mean kicking someone else out, and I don't really want to be that guy :/