Life has ultimately become hectic and busy, and I'm finding myself reverting back to the person I was before I became addicted to the internet. I was always one for computers- All of my brothers/role-models carry the burden of hiding their love for computer games, while still being awesome in today's society. Except one, but we don't talk about him much.
Well, and me, now, I guess.
But, I'm starting to do more Dragon Age, and less Dwarf Fortress, and more Fallout 3 and less Minecraft. I'm working hard at my job and I'm looking to scale the ladder. I'm contemplating returning to the peaceful farm life after city life burns me out as I age.
Really, I'm a lot more content now than I have been in a long time. A lot of things i've said above, don't make me especially happy- I enjoyed being the best at something over my brothers, even if it was recognition of ASCII and ability to plan things with intricacy. But at least I'm living in the same city as two of them now, so I can have that unique feeling of being a twelve year old, looking up at their glowing, golden, rose-tinted radiance.
While I know that my overestimation of them causes me to not have any hope of ever exceeding them in the future, I'm actually pretty content to be the side-liner to their exploits. I guess that's my punishment for being the spoilt youngest. But hey, I guess I could always try being a Rayne Summers. An Audi isn't a porche, but it'll still let you pick up modern girls with lax morals.
And I didn't know whether to put this in 'Happy' or 'Sad'. But it's Sombre, so I decided this was more fitting.