please do not quoteFor whatever it's worth. I wish that didn't happen. Sounds awful.
It is just frankly terrible that we're only focusing on "results" expected (created god knows how). There's dignity, decency, and several other things missing today. It's very odd to me. In the early 2000s, I had the feeling that if you kept your head down and did your job, people would leave you alone. Today, that appears to be less the case.
Everyone wants what everyone wants. That's literally impossible. It's part of my fear of how technology is progressing.
Simply, it should make the average, and every, person's life better, not worse: star trek, not blade runner.
Specifically in your case, endure as best you can. I avoid saying "I'm sorry" because somehow an expression of empathy has become an admission of guilt. Sign of the times.....
Do what you can; hang in there. Know you are not alone; people here, at least, care. We may not be able to do much about it, but all the same. It is something.
I think I might have to. Though I am honestly just laying in bed resting my eyes a lot. Also, watching some of the star trek shows. I love how they applied technology. Even in the face of some real problems, and while bending some major rules, they at least tried and I think that's a major thing.
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I'm not sure I know what that is. I have Skyrim and finally a computer that can actually play it.... The scenery is beautiful. The game itself isn't bad either overall.
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Overall, it's a stressful time. Thank you all. I appreciate the idea of actually having some kind of sounding board/friends.
Drained, I liked creativity that is now tiring. I am at once sorely needed, and told not needed, because I am not a genie in a bottle. I'm simply a decent enough person who is tired of fighting, rather needlessly. People fight, there's rarely a point. They don't accomplish their goals that way or at all. It's destructive, not constructive.
My decency is seen as weakness. Don't they see? It isn't a war, or a gun, or force that's to be feared here. It's paper, several well written pieces of paper saying things that will not be good on them. Medical, legal, etc, these are the incredibly important things. Force, posturing, and "fronting" doesn't help when someone or something comes knocking.
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