welp I've just realized that I've somehow stayed up for so long in the night that it's morning now
and I'm kind of maybe supposed to go to a conference tomorrow today
oh dear
YAAAAAY SLEEP DEPRIVATION BUDDIES
...I regret nothing. I am going to finish this piece of shit essay if it kills me, y'hear?!
Avis' essay: who you callin' a piece of shit, homes? I got a shiv right here, meng.
Avis' essay brandishes a shiv menacingly.
All right you fuck
i'm done dealing with your shit
* Avis calls in an orbital kinetic bombardment at essay's location, then has trained agents track and brutally murder every single one of essay's friends and relatives, then uses a low-orbit beam lance to glass the place essay was in, just to be sure
I'm suddenly realizing that my current avatar is basically how I'd want to look like if I was female, with adjustment for height of course because being short sucks. That black-and-white dress is simply perfect (especially with that anti-perv thing underneath), the arms are positioned in a way that showcases the complete inner peace while not looking vulnerable, that head tilt is ideally suited to complement the slightly-smug-yet-mysterious-happy smile, and the hair is neither too long nor too short, seemingly unkept yet flowing around like its out of control in a way that real-me never quite could do but not for the lack of trying
sleep deprivation is evidently getting to me hard
Sergarr confirmed for prettiest ice derp princess
tune in for more news at a more reasonable time than this
E:RE:SLEEP DEPRIVATION
I keep telling myself that I keep staying up so late because I have work to do. That's partially true, of course. The other bit is that sleep deprivation makes me feel simultaneously like something has fried itself in my brain and
fucking beautiful. It gives me this feeling of at once awareness of and detachment from my limbs and organs and makes me perceive music with something other than my ears. Sleep after it feels like falling into a warm sea of fluffy starlit darkness, forever.
This can't be healthy, but I actually enjoy it to a considerable degree.