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[Rolan7]

I wish I had meds in my budget, or even a diagnosis.

[Arx]

I'm still on my meds, and right now I want to kill everything too. Light blinds me, sound deafens me, touching things hurts me, the bitter taste in my mouth won't go away.

[Yoink]

Sounds like the perfect frame of mind to write a sweet metal song! \m/

[TD1]

The taste in your mouth is metal.

[Eric Blank]

Too fucking right when you still have the attachment points for your dentistry gear welded to your molars. If I bite a fork or let any other metallic object touch any surface of my mouth I immediately get a mouthful of electrical-flavored agony. Theres a reason I prefer finger food or turn dishes into sandwiches, but my folks just think I'm being offensive when I don't want to eat what they made that requires a fork to eat without making a mess.

I just tried to inform my boss about my situation, but I think he's gonna write me up anyway. Apparently a customer took offense to a curse word that was directed day nothing in particular

[Levi]

My favorite goldfish is probably dying of a vent prolapse.    She was fine yesterday, on deaths door today.

[Dunamisdeos]

Poor thing, my condolences.

[CABL]

It's really depressing how underpaid are teachers in Russia and many other countries. Those people are tasked to turn little shitheads into functional, knowledgeable members of society, and their work is super stressful, both emotionally and physically.

My teachers were fucking diamonds, man, and their wage has never been increased significantly since 2000. Bless these mad people that are still working in the education sector.

[Il Palazzo]

The actual job is to be a glorified nanny and/or prison guard. The teaching bit is more of a calling.

[TD1]

Ah. That is truth of the most hurtful sort.

[Kagus]

I was having a good night. I was getting drunk, as is the only real way I feel happiness these days. Then I managed to spill my drink directly onto my lap. Made the wet-crotched walk of shame back to my apartment.

I don't really know why I even try anymore. It's really a bit of a farce in any sense.

[Il Palazzo]

Did you play Morricone's Chi Mai in your head as you walked back? 'Cause you totally should have.

[Shook]

So it's my birthday today (well, has been soon, approaching midnight). That's all fine and dandy, i've no problems with that, and i get to spend it with a loving family, nothing to be sad about there.

What i am sad about is that i started the day out at 7am (over 3 hours before i intended to wake up) with a panic attack. Okay, sure, i got through that on my own, wasn't that bad (but make no mistake, still sucked). Didn't get any appreciable sleep after that. I've been fucked all day. Tired, lethargic, weak, little to no appetite. Eaten maybe half as much as i would normally, tops. Almost constantly been feeling nervous, with a very heightened sensitivity to anxiety. I've felt like a shambling sack of meat all day. And this just had to happen on my birthday, an otherwise happy occasion in this house. Family has done admirably to keep me comfortable, and indeed, if i were alone, i'd have suffered much more, but i still just kind of want to pass out and wake up tomorrow. I even worry a bit that i've dragged them down with my miserable state of being. It better not be this bad tomorrow, or i'm going to be as angry as i possibly can with what little energy i have.

[Kagus]

Did you play Morricone's Chi Mai in your head as you walked back? 'Cause you totally should have.

Fuck off.

[Iduno]

It's really depressing how underpaid are teachers in Russia and many other countries. Those people are tasked to turn little shitheads into functional, knowledgeable members of society, and their work is super stressful, both emotionally and physically.

I agree, but have you met members of society? Teachers don't have a great success rate. Although I've met homeschooled people and...bad teachers are still much better than that.