Then go change it tomorrow. I continue to stand my suggestion of your college's debate team, but if that doesn't appeal pick one of the others and ask to join. Tomorrow, October 10th. Write it down if you have to.
You have to put the effort in, nobody ever just cares about something ex nihlio. If you aren't being challenged you're regressing.
When did you suggest that? Am I losing my mind now? Shit.
As long as I don't have to join a real sports team I'm fine. I was on a real team for years. Then joined the college sports team when I went there. And god did I hate every fucking second of it. I never actually even liked the sport, honestly, but that was the only one I was any good at. I hated it, but I was told it builds strength, character, physical fitness, attention, all that nonsense, so I kept at it until the physical exhaustion caught up with me; we were a small team, but our coach had delusions of grandeur and I was absolutely not ready for his nonsense. Between my own reservations about it, the fact that I didn't really like my teammates very much (their idea of fun was weed), and my girlfriend urging me to quit, I finally left it about half-way through last year. It was the last "group" I was involved in on campus, actually.
I'll see about the debate team. I also could stand to look around for a job, but I can see if I can do both.