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[ChairmanPoo]

...so she grabbed my hand and whispered "please, I'm very scared. I'm barely twenty. I don't want to die"

You know, I often say that they don't pay me enough for the roughly  ten to twenty km in rounds that I normally pull in a shift. But that's just physical exahustion. This other stuff, the hardcore real stuff,. you cant really pay it with money. It sticks with you for years. Or decades.

She died

[Amperzand]

You have a very hard job.

Is an explanation of the situation viable?

[Orange Wizard]

You have a very hard job.

[Spehss _]

You have a very hard job.

[sirdanilot]

I was opening a coconut from the garden with a machete today, but the horror ants that seem to inhabit the garden decided this was not a good idea and attacked me. Even the bite of one tiny ant is already surprisingly painful, let alone the bites of many.

* sirdanilot cancels Collect Plants: interrupted by Ant

I am living in a tropical country for 3 months which is cool but does bring unsuspected issues at times.

[Sirus]

For the past couple of days the internet's been disgustingly slow for no apparent reason.

I can't even watch Youtube ont he lowest quality without leaving it to load.

Reset your equipment? I had the same problem last week until I reset both router and modem.

[Tiruin]

I could proably go to someone who actually gets paid to do shit like this but that would be like admitting a loss... also, yeah, again I don't really see the point.

No. Do not attribute loss or anything you'd avoid because that's letting implications chart your path in life. In my opinion--there's particularly a point in going to someone who is 'paid to help' (or at least someone you can trust who can give wise counsel to the situation). Given that the people you mentioned have...screamed at you, that is a big indicator [out of context] that they aren't fully able to handle a situation like this. <_>

I will try to upload some stuff regarding professional services and send it via PM to you ._.; But pleaaaase do not ruminate over all of this. Talk to people over here in the meantime maybe (or people there who are neutral and people you're ok with).

[KingofstarrySkies]

...so she grabbed my hand and whispered "please, I'm very scared. I'm barely twenty. I don't want to die"

You know, I often say that they don't pay me enough for the roughly  ten to twenty km in rounds that I normally pull in a shift. But that's just physical exahustion. This other stuff, the hardcore real stuff,. you cant really pay it with money. It sticks with you for years. Or decades.

She died

That's... Wow. Sorry, Chairman. That's some hard shit.

[hops]

I'm kind of ashamed that I'm gay again...

[KingofstarrySkies]

I'm kind of ashamed that I'm gay again...

What.

[Amperzand]

I'm kind of ashamed that I'm gay again...

Why.

[MoonyTheHuman]

th fact amp wont update

[Amperzand]

I will, I just have like all the shit to do elsewhere.

[hops]

I'm kind of ashamed that I'm gay again...

Why.

Because it's just... not normal? I mean people tell me that normal is a dumb concept and I shouldn't think too much about this.

And I guess I'm being irrational.

But it's really depressing how everyone else around me like people with the opposite gender and would be unable to even comprehend the idea of finding attraction in someone of your own gender.

[TheBiggerFish]

Cinder, you really shouldn't be ashamed of being yourself.  It's not abnormal.  It's not.  It's just that it's not a majority.  ...And speaking as a person who isn't gay, I can definitely understand the concept of finding attraction in my own gender, even if, as far as I know, I don't do so myself.  If nobody you know gets that people have different things they like...That sucks.  I mean, it's almost only like preferring a different hair color or something.

Also if you are female (disregarding fiddly bits) and are attracted to guys you're kind of not actually gay.