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[hops]

I don't understand why people think cosplaying is an excuse to violate people's personal space.

I mean I'd love to cuddle and curl up on someone's lap but if someone randomly hugged me they would find their face full of claw marks.

I have an unpleasant cough

Is there such thing as a pleasant cough?

[i2amroy]

I can now understand the mindset of show watchers of Game of Thrones when they watched the Red Wedding.

Spoiler: Red Wedding (No upcoming book only spoilers, some comparison of book content to past show content) (click to show/hide)

Honestly I've got to say that in the books it packed much less of a punch for me. At that point in the story I really didn't care much about anybody other than Arya with a touch of care for Tyrion and Jon Snow, since they seemed to be pretty much the only characters that both had the guts to try to accomplish something without moaning about it and then actually succeeded, long term, at anything (though since then I've come to like Tyrion a fair bit more for reasons I won't go into here). Honestly I'm a sucker for a good "level up in skills or knowledge" training montage story and will let characters "Sue" the story to immense distances if they are in pursuit of one, but at that point everyone except those three had pretty much either been handed armies and success on a plate before failing miserably at actually accomplishing anything, spent all their time cackling about plans within plans with everyone commenting on how devious of a plotter they are yet never actually do anything, or spent all their time weeping and wailing about the decisions that they need to make, sometimes to such an extent that they never actually choose to do anything at all. I mean it never quite got to the point of the Eight Deadly Words ("I don't care what happens to these people"), but it walked (and still walks) awfully close to that line with the vast majority of the cast at times.

[Xantalos]

I can now understand the mindset of show watchers of Game of Thrones when they watched the Red Wedding.

Spoiler: Red Wedding (No upcoming book only spoilers, some comparison of book content to past show content) (click to show/hide)

Honestly I've got to say that in the books it packed much less of a punch for me. At that point in the story I really didn't care much about anybody other than Arya with a touch of care for Tyrion and Jon Snow, since they seemed to be pretty much the only characters that both had the guts to try to accomplish something without moaning about it and then actually succeeded, long term, at anything (though since then I've come to like Tyrion a fair bit more for reasons I won't go into here). Honestly I'm a sucker for a good "level up in skills or knowledge" training montage story and will let characters "Sue" the story to immense distances if they are in pursuit of one, but at that point everyone except those three had pretty much either been handed armies and success on a plate before failing miserably at actually accomplishing anything, spent all their time cackling about plans within plans with everyone commenting on how devious of a plotter they are yet never actually do anything, or spent all their time weeping and wailing about the decisions that they need to make, sometimes to such an extent that they never actually choose to do anything at all. I mean it never quite got to the point of the Eight Deadly Words ("I don't care what happens to these people"), but it walked (and still walks) awfully close to that line with the vast majority of the cast at times.

Spoiler (click to show/hide)

Yeah, I do get that, but the event I'm talking about is ... uncomfortably close to making me apathetic to the cast of the series. They were one of the few characters I actually cared about anymore.

[Cptn Kaladin Anrizlokum]

Argh, I'm just so tired of this. Might as well write it somewhere, and hopefully bay12 will be better than everyone else...

I had to change my email address because I was getting too much hate mail. I started sleeping during the day just to avoid all the people coming over to my house to "visit" me. Then I left, because my dad went to Africa on a month long business trip. I'm staying at my hairstylist's house for a few weeks, I'm not sure what I'll do after that. Maybe move to another province? Maybe another country? Anything to get away from here... I can't keep doing this. Especially not all by myself. I hate being alone.

It's 4:35 am, I haven't slept for a few days... I'm not sure when my last meal was. I'm probably going to crash again soon.
Last time I slept for a full three days. Maybe this time I just won't wake up and I won't have to deal with this anymore. That would be nice.

I would cry myself to sleep, but I ran out of tears months ago.

[BlitzDungeoneer]

Argh, I'm just so tired of this. Might as well write it somewhere, and hopefully bay12 will be better than everyone else...

I had to change my email address because I was getting too much hate mail. I started sleeping during the day just to avoid all the people coming over to my house to "visit" me. Then I left, because my dad went to Africa on a month long business trip. I'm staying at my hairstylist's house for a few weeks, I'm not sure what I'll do after that. Maybe move to another province? Maybe another country? Anything to get away from here... I can't keep doing this. Especially not all by myself. I hate being alone.

It's 4:35 am, I haven't slept for a few days... I'm not sure when my last meal was. I'm probably going to crash again soon.
Last time I slept for a full three days. Maybe this time I just won't wake up and I won't have to deal with this anymore. That would be nice.

I would cry myself to sleep, but I ran out of tears months ago.

*hugs*
I wish I could actually do something, I really do, Kal.

[Yoink]

My mother is visiting for a week, and as always, she is pressuring me into eating an uncomfortable amount of food.
I'm going to have to fast for a week after she leaves... maybe a fortnight.

[Tack]

Mothers seem to love piling up those plates.
Or maybe it's a cultural thing.

In any case, for my own sad - I had to call in sick today because my pay didn't go through, and my car literally doesn't have enough go-juice to make it to work.
My rep is already pretty terrible with this job - this really doesn't seem to be helping. Living week-by-week is the WORST.

[flame99]

Argh, I'm just so tired of this. Might as well write it somewhere, and hopefully bay12 will be better than everyone else...

I had to change my email address because I was getting too much hate mail. I started sleeping during the day just to avoid all the people coming over to my house to "visit" me. Then I left, because my dad went to Africa on a month long business trip. I'm staying at my hairstylist's house for a few weeks, I'm not sure what I'll do after that. Maybe move to another province? Maybe another country? Anything to get away from here... I can't keep doing this. Especially not all by myself. I hate being alone.

It's 4:35 am, I haven't slept for a few days... I'm not sure when my last meal was. I'm probably going to crash again soon.
Last time I slept for a full three days. Maybe this time I just won't wake up and I won't have to deal with this anymore. That would be nice.

I would cry myself to sleep, but I ran out of tears months ago.

*hugs*
I wish I could actually do something, I really do, Kal.

Same here. I really hope things get better for you... You certainly deserve better.

[Arx]

That really fucking sucks, Kal. Is anything tying you down where you are? Because if not, I think getting the hell out of dodge is the best thing you can do. You do not deserve any of the frothing rage your community seems to be directing at you.

[Spehss _]

Argh, I'm just so tired of this. Might as well write it somewhere, and hopefully bay12 will be better than everyone else...

I had to change my email address because I was getting too much hate mail. I started sleeping during the day just to avoid all the people coming over to my house to "visit" me. Then I left, because my dad went to Africa on a month long business trip. I'm staying at my hairstylist's house for a few weeks, I'm not sure what I'll do after that. Maybe move to another province? Maybe another country? Anything to get away from here... I can't keep doing this. Especially not all by myself. I hate being alone.

It's 4:35 am, I haven't slept for a few days... I'm not sure when my last meal was. I'm probably going to crash again soon.
Last time I slept for a full three days. Maybe this time I just won't wake up and I won't have to deal with this anymore. That would be nice.

I would cry myself to sleep, but I ran out of tears months ago.

Holy shit you get hate mail what the hell. Don't people have better things to do than mess with you? Where the hell do you live? Everyone there sounds like a complete asshat.

[Rolan7]

Yeah I dunno about your father, that sounds complicated, but the people calling you a demon are just horrible.  That shit is crazy even for the rural parts of the south US I've lived in.  I understand you probably can't leave, but just know that they'd probably get arrested if they lived almost anywhere else.  Don't believe them for a second, they're insecure because the rest of society has moved on.  And fear leads to anger and... hate and stuff.

[WillowLuman]

I hope you have relatives or other sympathizers in some other province or locality. You need and deserve to go somewhere where people are less horrible.

[Descan]

If I lived alone, I'd put you up. As it is, my mum already has three (inc. me) people living with her in a place really only designed, at best, to hold at most three.

[Arx]

My cellphone service provider has upped charges and reduced service. Not by a truly immense amount, but enough that I did a double-take.

[Cryxis, Prince of Doom]

Girlfriend is sick
Hasn't eaten much anything for the past 4 days, only are a little bit of yogurt today.
She doesn't seem to want to talk or anything and denies to eat even though she says her stomach feels empty. She also says she doesn't feel hungry. Her stomachs is constantly (aching upset?) abd ahes got some sort of headache or nausea. I'm pretty sure she's been running a fever for the past two days as well and can barely get food down (why she's not eating) without feeling like she's going to vomit.

I feel so sorry for her
I wish I could help her in some way