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[Tiruin]

It's specifically my nan. I've mentioned before that she phoned me to give me trouble for "hating the world and attempting to tear apart the family by faking mental illness and taking sleeping pills". Because she doesn't know the difference between sleeping pills and anti-anxiety medication.

Shit is going to hit the proverbial fan soon enough anyways.

That...faking mental illness is extremely hard. Even if it seems that way superficially, there are those trained to pretty much counter that idea.
It sounds more like inconsideration from her there...no disrespect to her though (but that attitude...so much unwarranted assumptions)
*gives hugs to ye*

 

[Eric Blank]

So I got kicked out of the computer lab early today to go fix the fence. Apparently a moose started chasing the horses around. Then just casually blundered through the hot wire. Didn't respond to being shot at, did I mention chased around five equally large animals? Scared of dogs, though. So I hammered new insulators onto the posts. No good pics, sadly.

[Cptn Kaladin Anrizlokum]

My sad for today - I missed going and exercising with my grandpa because I got a bad fever randomly. And I got 0 hours of sleep last night, so that's fun. And I can't eat anything because I get nauseated smelling food.

And about getting notes from people... I always get "You're cute" from the males and "You're smart" from the females. Even if I have never talked to them, I still get the same answers as I do from my friends.

[Spehss _]

Apparently according to people who barely know me, I "look smart." That's probably entirely because I wear glasses. Brilliant. I mean, I'm not saying I don't think I'm at least somewhat "smart." I fail to see what would give anyone the impression that I "look smart" except for my glasses though. Good job judging books by the cover, gg.

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In unrelated sads news, I have no idea how to do a resume, I have nothing of any interest to put on the resume, have no work experience, have no idea what I want to do for a job, and have no motivation for a job, or getting involved in extracurricular activities, or meeting people, or doing any kind of thing that I probably should do that would look good on the resume. I barely go out. I've never had a job. I have no friends. My life seems bound for failure. Need to make a resume? I can't. I have nothing of any substance to put on it. Need to do things to put on a resume? Need to do volunteer work or extracurricular activities or get a part time job? I can't. Why not? I don't know, I just can't. Need to pick a major? Need to pick something you're passionate about? I can't. I don't know what I'm passionate about anymore. Need to look on the bright side and get motivated and get out there and live life to the fullest while you still can? I can't. I just can't. My life sucks, I'm a failure, just let me curl up and die plz. Suicide seems like the only option anymore. And even that isn't a realistic or viable option.

God I am such a loser. Everything about my life just leads to "I can't." I want to give up. I can't. What a shock.

[Gentlefish]

Apparently according to people who barely know me, I "look smart." That's probably entirely because I wear glasses. Brilliant. I mean, I'm not saying I don't think I'm at least somewhat "smart." I fail to see what would give anyone the impression that I "look smart" except for my glasses though. Good job judging books by the cover, gg.

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In unrelated sads news, I have no idea how to do a resume, I have nothing of any interest to put on the resume, have no work experience, have no idea what I want to do for a job, and have no motivation for a job, or getting involved in extracurricular activities, or meeting people, or doing any kind of thing that I probably should do that would look good on the resume. I barely go out. I've never had a job. I have no friends. My life seems bound for failure. Need to make a resume? I can't. I have nothing of any substance to put on it. Need to do things to put on a resume? Need to do volunteer work or extracurricular activities or get a part time job? I can't. Why not? I don't know, I just can't. Need to pick a major? Need to pick something you're passionate about? I can't. I don't know what I'm passionate about anymore. Need to look on the bright side and get motivated and get out there and live life to the fullest while you still can? I can't. I just can't. My life sucks, I'm a failure, just let me curl up and die plz. Suicide seems like the only option anymore. And even that isn't a realistic or viable option.

God I am such a loser. Everything about my life just leads to "I can't." I want to give up. I can't. What a shock.

Um. How do you feel about animals? I know animal shelters are a wonderful place to hang out and "volunteer", they're usually always understaffed anyway and really appreciate the help plus it's awesome free self-therapy to sit in a room literally full of cats and play with them.

[Xantalos]

You have basically the exact same qualifications I had when I made my first resume. Just list any personal quality of yourself in the most positive way possible.
For instance: likes books -> well-read
Walks somewhere on occasion -> fit
Talk to people on the internet a lot -> sociable
Consider your emotional state because of depression/insert emotional problem here -> empathetic

It's all in the BS. Those three were literally things I put on my resume which I got a job with.

[Xantalos]

Pretty much.
Doodle a lot instead of doing your homework? -> Artistic
Lazy like myself? -> 'my biggest weakness is that I sometimes take too long to decide what to do'

[Gentlefish]

That last one is really pushing it, Xan.

I like it.

[Xantalos]

Insult people compulsively? -> Freely expresses opinions on subject matter
Murdered someone in the past? -> 'knows how to defend self'
Cannibal? -> 'enjoys a variety of food'

[Gentlefish]

Can assume any organic form? -> "Highly adaptive to the task at hand"

[Xantalos]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o0u4M6vppCI

[Tiruin]

Apparently according to people who barely know me, I "look smart." That's probably entirely because I wear glasses. Brilliant. I mean, I'm not saying I don't think I'm at least somewhat "smart." I fail to see what would give anyone the impression that I "look smart" except for my glasses though. Good job judging books by the cover, gg.

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In unrelated sads news, I have no idea how to do a resume, I have nothing of any interest to put on the resume, have no work experience, have no idea what I want to do for a job, and have no motivation for a job, or getting involved in extracurricular activities, or meeting people, or doing any kind of thing that I probably should do that would look good on the resume. I barely go out. I've never had a job. I have no friends. My life seems bound for failure. Need to make a resume? I can't. I have nothing of any substance to put on it. Need to do things to put on a resume? Need to do volunteer work or extracurricular activities or get a part time job? I can't. Why not? I don't know, I just can't. Need to pick a major? Need to pick something you're passionate about? I can't. I don't know what I'm passionate about anymore. Need to look on the bright side and get motivated and get out there and live life to the fullest while you still can? I can't. I just can't. My life sucks, I'm a failure, just let me curl up and die plz. Suicide seems like the only option anymore. And even that isn't a realistic or viable option.

God I am such a loser. Everything about my life just leads to "I can't." I want to give up. I can't. What a shock.

Err, mate, I think you've found [a leading part of] your answer already. It surfaces with the can'ts.
You append an I can't to anything which you aspire for, which stops you from doing it even when you never started or started 1% in the first place.
Drop the can'ts and rationalize why you even say I can't. If there's no reason--which is right there being said that there's no reason--just do it.

Though it seems to be a deeper note in-betwix the lines. PM'd!

Here's a cursory analogy for that. Here it is!

[4maskwolf]

* 4maskwolf begins banging his head against nearby solid objects

Why am I so useless?  Can someone explain to me exactly what it is about me that makes me so useless?  Because I can't figure out what makes me as useless as I know I am.

[Xantalos]

* 4maskwolf begins banging his head against nearby solid objects

Why am I so useless?  Can someone explain to me exactly what it is about me that makes me so useless?  Because I can't figure out what makes me as useless as I know I am.

Nothing, because you're not useless?

[Tiruin]

* 4maskwolf begins banging his head against nearby solid objects

Why am I so useless?  Can someone explain to me exactly what it is about me that makes me so useless?  Because I can't figure out what makes me as useless as I know I am.

Your interpretation of yourself.