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[scrdest]

I feel bleh.

My ex-fiancee apparently figured out that I'd blocked her email, and made a new account to message me. I could've taken her being horrible like she's been being, but instead, she wrote a loving, apologetic email, and instead of just feeling irritated with her like I would've been, it hurts again that she left me, and I feel depressed as a result. I just want to curl up in a hole somewhere. lol

That might have been the purpose of the email.


Yeah, I have trust issues, why do you ask?

[kaijyuu]

For bad breakups, I think it's normal to have trust issues with that person.



Anywho, this thread's previous discussion on broccoli encouraged me to make some stir fry for lunch. Delicious, delicious carrots and broccoli fried to perfection over rice.

[Tiruin]

I feel bleh.

My ex-fiancee apparently figured out that I'd blocked her email, and made a new account to message me. I could've taken her being horrible like she's been being, but instead, she wrote a loving, apologetic email, and instead of just feeling irritated with her like I would've been, it hurts again that she left me, and I feel depressed as a result. I just want to curl up in a hole somewhere. lol

That might have been the purpose of the email.


Yeah, I have trust issues, why do you ask?

Send her your feelings back, perhaps? If it is spited, then do not reply?
 

[RedKing]

I feel bleh.

My ex-fiancee apparently figured out that I'd blocked her email, and made a new account to message me. I could've taken her being horrible like she's been being, but instead, she wrote a loving, apologetic email, and instead of just feeling irritated with her like I would've been, it hurts again that she left me, and I feel depressed as a result. I just want to curl up in a hole somewhere. lol

I actually understand this to some extent. My ex-wife has been going through a lot of Jekyll/Hyde behavior lately, where one day she's very rational and civil and talking about wanting to move on and looking at this as an opportunity to reinvent ourselves and so on and so forth. Then the next day she's threatening lawsuits and demanding a background check on my girlfriend. It's even freaking *her* out. It's like she really is struggling against this vengeful bitch that wants to come forth, and the mature adult that she wants to be. Makes me feel even more guilty. 

[Talvieno]

I feel bleh.

My ex-fiancee apparently figured out that I'd blocked her email, and made a new account to message me. I could've taken her being horrible like she's been being, but instead, she wrote a loving, apologetic email, and instead of just feeling irritated with her like I would've been, it hurts again that she left me, and I feel depressed as a result. I just want to curl up in a hole somewhere. lol

That might have been the purpose of the email.


Yeah, I have trust issues, why do you ask?

Send her your feelings back, perhaps? If it is spited, then do not reply?
 

I'm a really trusting person, but I'm fairly sure she'd just cheat on me again. I'd rather not explain why, here, though. But, I know she's still got her new boyfriend, so it doesn't really matter either way. I'm just not sure why she would do this. I did reply back already (I don't like ignoring people (though I sometimes forget to respond)) but it wasn't fun to do at all.

I feel bleh.

My ex-fiancee apparently figured out that I'd blocked her email, and made a new account to message me. I could've taken her being horrible like she's been being, but instead, she wrote a loving, apologetic email, and instead of just feeling irritated with her like I would've been, it hurts again that she left me, and I feel depressed as a result. I just want to curl up in a hole somewhere. lol

I actually understand this to some extent. My ex-wife has been going through a lot of Jekyll/Hyde behavior lately, where one day she's very rational and civil and talking about wanting to move on and looking at this as an opportunity to reinvent ourselves and so on and so forth. Then the next day she's threatening lawsuits and demanding a background check on my girlfriend. It's even freaking *her* out. It's like she really is struggling against this vengeful bitch that wants to come forth, and the mature adult that she wants to be. Makes me feel even more guilty. 

That sounds like a very dark depression... I do something similar (but not nearly as extreme) when I'm incredibly depressed where I swing back and forth and can't make up my mind on anything. It's nothing like threatening lawsuits, though.

[Pnx]

I'm a really trusting person, but I'm fairly sure she'd just cheat on me again. I'd rather not explain why, here, though. But, I know she's still got her new boyfriend, so it doesn't really matter either way. I'm just not sure why she would do this. I did reply back already (I don't like ignoring people (though I sometimes forget to respond)) but it wasn't fun to do at all.

The fact that she'd just cheat on you again if you were back in a relationship doesn't necessarily mean she doesn't love you/care about you/want to be a part of your life/want you to be a part of hers. Which can sometimes be a painful thing to deal with if she can't give you the kind of relationship you want/need.

Though on the other hand if she's going to do abusive stuff she's going to do abusive stuff.

I feel bleh.

My ex-fiancee apparently figured out that I'd blocked her email, and made a new account to message me. I could've taken her being horrible like she's been being, but instead, she wrote a loving, apologetic email, and instead of just feeling irritated with her like I would've been, it hurts again that she left me, and I feel depressed as a result. I just want to curl up in a hole somewhere. lol

I actually understand this to some extent. My ex-wife has been going through a lot of Jekyll/Hyde behavior lately, where one day she's very rational and civil and talking about wanting to move on and looking at this as an opportunity to reinvent ourselves and so on and so forth. Then the next day she's threatening lawsuits and demanding a background check on my girlfriend. It's even freaking *her* out. It's like she really is struggling against this vengeful bitch that wants to come forth, and the mature adult that she wants to be. Makes me feel even more guilty. 

Kind of sounds like my mother. She's rational, nice, empathetic sometimes, then sometimes she's just plain crazy, possessive, controlling, and vindictive.

It's really tough sometimes to remember I have to keep her at arms length when she's in nice mode to prevent her from mauling me when she's in crazy mode.

[miauw62]

Wugh.
Didn't get a chance to talk to my crush during breaks yesterday, so I decided to wait for her after the exams (school ends at noon during exams, but you can leave early if you finish your exam early.). Our second exam was chemistry (and i know she isn't great at that) so I had to wait until noon. I  stood around a good while, and the stupidity of what I was doing sort of transpired to me, but I couldn't bring myself to leave because I had already waited. Then the bell rang, and she just walked away (I also know that she has to rush to get to the noon bus, my best friend is on the same bus). I knew this, and still I did this and I just hope she didn't see me and aaagh >.<

[TD1]

No need to beat yourself up over something which is at the worst only probable. If she needed to get a bus, she was probably thinking of that - I know that when I'm late, I don't tend to notice much else.

Suppose it depends on how close you were to her, if she looked at you and if you made an indication, that she saw, of talking to her.

[miauw62]

I know, but I just feel bad about it somehow.

[MaximumZero]

Kid is sick, and I can't help but feel terrible about it, even though I didn't have her for the previous four days.

[Knit tie]

I know, but I just feel bad about it somehow.

Aren't emotions fun!

Emotions are annoyingly haywire most of the time.

Luckily, there's psychosurgery being developed.

[LeoLeonardoIII]

Psychosurgery has existed since the first caveman hit another on the head with a branch. The outcomes are only recently becoming positive.

[Knit tie]

My point exactly.

[Helgoland]

My money's on electrodes implanted directly into the relevant reORGASEMINGgions (excuse me) of the ORGASEMING brain.

[TD1]

Just got called chauvinistic and a racist