So I can't do this alone...
I've known this for a long while, but honestly I think it's about time I addressed the issue. I need to get a friend, preferably two, since I learnt that having just one person to talk to for extended periods of time means that they drive me crazy... Or perhaps that was just that one person, whom we shall call N.
I've set something up for tomorrow when we'll get together and talk about junk, it's nice that she's still willing to be a listening ear from time to time.
N, is probably the only friend I've ever had who is still willing to talk to me, even if she is wary of actually being my friend again. She seems to feel it ended because well... I'm horribly broken, but frankly right at the end she was a complete prick, and decided she was never going to talk to me again over something idiotic and arbitrary, but I'm not sure getting into that argument is going to be productive.
I'm going to talk to her about seeing if I can make some friends. She has a rather wide social network, and she might be able to hook me up with someone? Or at least give some advice or something, I need to get out of the house though...
Trouble is my wishlist for things I want out of a friend is pretty hard to live up to, I want someone I can have weird intellectual conversations with at 2 in the morning, and someone who can give me some constructive feedback on my bad writing... More importantly someone to write fiction for.
But I'm not sure that that is ever going to be a reality, so I guess I'll just settle for someone to talk to.