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By your powers combined I am


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[Rilder]

I keep getting kinda nuts about my hard drive space, I have 95gigs left but whenever I get under 90 go blitzing around the hard drive trying to figure out how to free more space, like uninstalling games I don't play much and cataloging my folders to see what is using all my space. (300 gig hard drive btw) So far M2:TW and ETW are my heaviest games with M2:TW taking 30 gigs and ETW taking 24 gigs. (Yay for mods)

Also for some strange reason there is 8-10 gigs just... used by something and I have no idea what, haha. (Like I add up all the folders and the files in C: and it comes out to 176ish and right-click properties on the hard-drive says 188 used) Ah well I'm sure there is a good reason I'm ignoring.

[Criptfeind]

I am sad sad sad today. And everyday.

I think I have depression, what ever that means.

I am going to a doctor to get it confirmed.

Sad all the time now, to bad because I used to be happy. Ah well.

Life is hard now.

[ToonyMan]

  Right after I wake up from a dream for the first few seconds I am clueless as to who I am and what my existence is.  Such a unique feeling.  I want to be honest with myself, every night I stare at my slanted ceiling and I'm not afraid of anything, this isn't because of bravery.  I don't care.  I've had thoughts of my death, but I couldn't let that happen.  Not for my sake but for others.  I tear myself up just thinking if I were to die and how my brother or father would react.  My Father gave me my existence along with my Mother, he's already said I'm the proudest thing he has.  My Brother would never have a role model or older sibling to learn from.  Everyday he would come home to an empty house.  No hello, no greeting.
  That is why I can not die, by living I can help other people.  Even if I hate myself I can't hate other people.  I'll be watching an anime and every time it's always the reason that sticks out.  Every person was born for a reason.  You are here.  I am holding you right now, you exist.  I have to protect you or I wouldn't be here.

I am sad too, but I know this and I can fix this.

[KaguroDraven]

It's odd how many things can throw you into that kind of depression, and it's damn hard to get out once you're in deep enough.

[Realmfighter]

I always find that smiling even if you don't feel like smiling makes you feel like smiling.

[KaguroDraven]

It just makes my face hurt and makes me feel like frowing.

[ToonyMan]

Like so?

[Duke 2.0]

 The smile needs to be bigger. If it's not large enough it won't work.

[Tack]

I fell into a storm drain. Didn't see it, was walking in ankle deep water, and just kinda fell. Thankfully my frenzied swimming meant that I didn't get my face underwater- despite the steel cap boots making floating a little difficult. Anyway, I managed to struggle my way to a nearby guard rail and pull myself out of the water. Funny thing you never imagine in a flood- The water goes through everything. First, and most notably, the sewerage of 25,000 homes. But also any food, drink or meat left in fridges and cupboards, anything that died, and any aquatic life. And I had a cut.

So now I'm having a quick break between the frantically getting rushed to a doctor thing.

[Ochita]

I fell into a storm drain. Didn't see it, was walking in ankle deep water, and just kinda fell. Thankfully my frenzied swimming meant that I didn't get my face underwater- despite the steel cap boots making floating a little difficult. Anyway, I managed to struggle my way to a nearby guard rail and pull myself out of the water. Funny thing you never imagine in a flood- The water goes through everything. First, and most notably, the sewerage of 25,000 homes. But also any food, drink or meat left in fridges and cupboards, anything that died, and any aquatic life. And I had a cut.

So now I'm having a quick break between the frantically getting rushed to a doctor thing.

Oh god D: OH God D: D:
I hope your okay :<

[Tack]

I'm fine. Doctor told me to come back if I get sick. Apparently he doesn't give antibiotics or tetanus shots for 'just in case'.

Which I guess is wise.

[Strife26]

Fuck, walking through flood water sucks, to that I can attest. At least when I had to do it, it was relatively clean water, although it was a fair bit deeper (waist) and full of ice.

[The Merchant Of Menace]

Goddamnit. Stupid piece of bullshit college is holding back my money for two weeks 'cause I missed class.
Newsflash assholes, if I kill myself. I'mma miss lots of days.

[Tack]

Yeah, and then they'll never have to pay you.