Another night, another sleep deprived morning
Honey... you might want to try sleep meds.
TFW you have to toss out your bowl of good instant ramen because it's full of soap suds from where some ass apparently decided it was okay to dump soapy water over the drainboard and let everything air-dry, and then you find out that you've got nothing left but the $0.20 crap.
....You people don't wash things again before using them?
hormones. I'm exhausted and almost unbearably sad. absolutely every emotion I feel seems to be followed up with a wave of sadness.
It doesn't help that my mother's family spent the entire weekend treating me like shit, to the point where I've hit my limit and am now completely done with them. I'll probably keep going for Easter and Christmas and sending them cards once a year, but they are no longer welcome in my living space and I don't intend to continue writing letters to my "closest" cousin.
It was nonstop bragging, uncaring behavior, and awfulness. I used to feel like "well, I need to be close to them, I wonder what I could do better" but after this, after a few years of adjusting my behavior in order to get along... oh, I'm done. It was thing after thing. I couldn't list them all. Too much, I'm done.
* Cinder hugs
Yeah! Go Veckles! You don't have any obligations to them! Except maybe possibly financially, but even then it's not like it's your fault they're annoying people.
Though you could still maintain contact with them but let them know that you're not going to tolerate them being jerks.
I'm so tired of being called stupid. I'm so tired of feeling stupid and being stupid. Eughg.
* Cinder hugs