The thing with socialism is the way is promoted. What if I tell you this revolver is a really good hair drier. People keep dying form using it but it's their fault because the don't know how to use it, or hasn't been implemented the rigth way. The fact people claim it's a hair dryer is moot, its a fucking revolver.
I understand and am sorry for what you're going through there, but don't let it blind you. Capitalism kills shitloads of people, too. In the USA, we have tens of thousands tortured and enslaved in our privatized prison industry, tens of thousands die every year from our privatized healthcare system, food industry lobbies cause misery and death by the millions, and war is literally a for-profit industry. Nevermind that the race to consume everything in the name of competition and profit is going to literally drive the human race to extinction.
It's pained me to read about your struggles to care for your family in that situation. I have kids too. My oldest is Type 1 diabetic. I expect that he will die as a young adult, unless the perversing of our healthcare system by profit motives is addressed, or we don't become rich, or manage to leave the country. Even disregarding that, we live paycheck to paycheck like most. One misfortune away from losing our home and our lives spiraling out of control. Debt stresses my wife so much that she sincerely considers killing herself. Even though we both have decent paying jobs and our collective work hours often surpass 100 per week. Both our kids suffer mental health problems from our inability to parent them properly as a result. This in the supposedly most powerful, rich, and prosperous country in the world, which gets attributed to capitalism.
The stuff you're experiencing right now isn't because of socialism. It's because your country is de-stabilized. When non-socialist countries de-stabilize, the same things happen. I don't have enough detailed knowledge to comment on whether/how socialism may have led to Venezuela's de-stabilization, but to claim that anything that's happening is unique to socialism or can be cured by capitalism is reactionary and has more historical evidence stacked up against it than there is evidence for any claim about socialism.