"I... *sigh* I won't leave if you don't want to you know... I'm not that misanthropic... I..-"...Did her heart just skip a beat?
What was going on?
[MIND:46+18]...Not again. Please not again... this shouldn't be happening... her entire heart was replaced, it shouldn't be having problems with it like this...
Damn it...
Damn it all... she wasn't going to be bedridden again... not again...
...The balcony...
...If I jump off it...
They won't be able to stop me...
I'll finally die..
Isn't that what I wanted...
To die?
All this time...
deluding myself that it was something else...
so this is my anagnorisis...Cyrielle takes a step towards the balcony on the other side of the apartment.
Then another one.
then...
[MIND:96+18]What? Wanted to die? Did she? Of course not! she was considering that option so that she could have more interesting conversation and to attempt to court Abraxas, but that was only in the first stages of conception, she even thought it was rather unfeasible and...
Hmm... then why was she thinking that? Was someone targeting her at the moment? A mental manipulation spell?
Possibly... in that case, that person must have had some capability of bypassing the anti-supernatural countermeasures and had known her position. Upon intrusion, they'd then be able to know her movements and continue targeting her...
She had been considering it, but not throwing herself off the balcony or anything, that would be painful and traumatic... so... this unknown party was opportunistically influencing her? But the curtains were down and the fields were in place... they shouldn't have been able to target her...
Also, if they were so successful... what was that odd feeling? Sort of...
...
After all, now that you two exist, my purpose has become obsolete."
...It was the same feeling she had when becoming Andromalius!
So, she wasn't being allowed to live then...
She was merely being disposed of in a less suspicious manner...
"Listen carefully please... I suspect that Fate is trying to kill me..."