Talasam let out a small yelp of surprise as the King hit him, and gritted his teeth to keep from screaming out, pausing to spit out blood Talasam turned to the King and replied,
"Magic is about control of your emotions? How do you speak of how magic works when you do not have the ability to use it, how do you assume that it is something you can get 'drunk on power' with? Forgive me if I step over some bounds, but do not speak of how magic works when you have not been cursed with the ability to use it King, you will never know the pain we suffer because of it, people hated our kind because things like what just occured happened.
They fear us because of things like the death of Belgruf the Great where he sought power to protect his people in the arts of magic and was instead consumed by an outside force. They've feared us, hated us, and more since we came into being King, the only reason we are not hunted down is because people fear what we will do if they try and because some of them have a use for us.
The fact is that what I've done has truly changed nothing King, its just finally given you an excuse to organize a group intent on hunting us down and killing everyone of us or enslaving my kind. What happened was the bastard of circumstance and poor luck, believe it or not something beyond my control interfered in that room be it raw emotions, demons, or spirits what occurred was not the result of me wanting more power.
I can pay what ever price you make me King but that will not change the fact that vengeance will fall upon the wrong person. Now let me ask a question in turn King, what would you have done if I had refused to entertain you? Would you have believed my cries that magic was unsafe? Most likely no, you would have likely ordered me killed or imprisoned for disobeying you and that would've led to men killed by my sword for it would be unrightful charges you placed upon me.
I did what I thought would save lives of men, and the result was my spell being twisted and corrupted by outside forces. In the end I understand I have changed nothing but the scars on my heart for the men I could not save."
With that he fell silent starring straight into the King's eyes, waiting for his reply.