Get a girlfriend, she gets murdered and raped, retry, retry retry.
Wait, what.
I'm in agreement with this sentiment. What? o_O
Anyway, I already got to some thinking; I'm feeling like I'm becoming less and less able to relate to these forums (at least, these lower forums), and might be considering hopping on the bandwagon of departure. Or at least, minimizing my posting to maybe the Play With Your Buddies sections (catching some livestreams as well) and the occasional post in the upper forums. I feel like I belong better with more niche groups, and should stay out of the more general matters of things (Politics, religious debates and what have you; I exist way too far in the outskirts to even relate with my own kind even). It's feeling like the strangest case of Deja Vu for me; so following my instincts, I'm bailing before I potenially hit a wall like last time at possibly a harder velocity than the last time. Seeing as my recent posts weren't exactly the most sane ones I've made (even by my standards, now that I've re-read them in a more level-headed state)... yeah. I'm at least going to do what I can to avoid hitting a despair event horizon (possibly again), and accidentally really badly affect everyone else (as well as suffer the wrath of the Toad), and end up making those less sensible posts more often. So, basically, this is a semi-goodbye. I'll still be on Steam and such and SS-13, and the upper forums from time to time, I'm just going to keep my vocalization to a bare minimum. I've come to understand why I never socialize anymore, I am mostly incapable of it. I'm too unorthodox. And although I can still work as a functioning member of society, my methods of communication is a different matter.
So, adios lower forums. It's been fun; but I think I've hit my limit of relatability here.
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Topic: Edit: the (realistic) future you are working towards. (Read 7289 times)