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[Frumple]

Getting increasingly obvious something is going wrong with my memory. Forgetting stuff that I wouldn't have been six months or especially a year ago, and with noticeably increasing severity/frequency. Hopefully can get in touch with the doc soonish, but... definitely in a state of mildly terrified, or at least getting there.

Especially hoping this isn't going to be permanent... hard enough to barely function as is/was last year. Head starts going haywire harder than it already has been all my life and I'm not going to be in a good place. And the US being the US, getting some kind of help could very possibly not be an option at that point

[Sergarr]

For some unknown reason, for the past few days I'm regularly having urges to yell primitive nationalistic stuff. I can't figure out the exact reason why did it start, and that is kind of scary. At least I still have enough sanity to not act upon them...

[Yoink]

Did they... terk yer jerb?

[Sirus]

I'm not going to say that I was terrified, but the Super Best Friend's first Shitstorm video of the month was surprisingly spooky. Not spoopy, but legit spooky.

[Tiruin]

Adviser not going to be available by October 15. It is the 3rd. We are getting our Ch III and IV draft returned today by our adviser for refining. Ethics takes 1 week. We probably won't be conducting our defense with our adviser watching. She advises getting a new one (again >_>).

I am terrified because of leading a group. And argh going about all these. Anxiety!

I have not been sleeping well lately--spending around 3 or so hours and yet getting little done because of heavy anxiety, spent around 4 hours this morning in bed because of depression (same day as birthday of my sister's husband .-.; but everything turned out alright anyway), and now worried about the whole thesis stuffs.

And my grades, probably. Being late to class because of being depressed in bed and then messing up quizzes because of lousy memory recall isn't good.
For my final year.

And I'm posting about it all.

[Dozebôm Lolumzalìs]

Not "terrifying" per se, but I'm a bit scared about what might happen if my country goes Arch-Conservative. I mean, we have people arguing that "freedom from discrimination based on religion" only applies to religious people!

[SalmonGod]

Getting increasingly obvious something is going wrong with my memory. Forgetting stuff that I wouldn't have been six months or especially a year ago, and with noticeably increasing severity/frequency. Hopefully can get in touch with the doc soonish, but... definitely in a state of mildly terrified, or at least getting there.

Especially hoping this isn't going to be permanent... hard enough to barely function as is/was last year. Head starts going haywire harder than it already has been all my life and I'm not going to be in a good place. And the US being the US, getting some kind of help could very possibly not be an option at that point

This is terrifying.  Hope everything is ok, Frumple.

[hops]

Not "terrifying" per se, but I'm a bit scared about what might happen if my country goes Arch-Conservative. I mean, we have people arguing that "freedom from discrimination based on religion" only applies to religious people!

I'd be surprised if America gets any shit done, good or bad.

[Tiruin]

Not "terrifying" per se, but I'm a bit scared about what might happen if my country goes Arch-Conservative. I mean, we have people arguing that "freedom from discrimination based on religion" only applies to religious people!

I'd be surprised if America gets any shit done, good or bad.

Boop the cynicism!
America is actually a lot of things :O One thing heard from them doesn't necessarily apply to every state in existence. It's sometimes usually from a really vocal source, that isn't a commonly agreed on opinion, but something we heard at that one time. O_o

Unless this seriously, actually applies to the whole country. Which is really doubtful since that kind of statement there doesn't sound like it can reasonably represent the ideas of the whole place.

Not "terrifying" per se, but I'm a bit scared about what might happen if my country goes Arch-Conservative. I mean, we have people arguing that "freedom from discrimination based on religion" only applies to religious people!

Always remember when you come across the word 'people' that it usually means 'this group or community-sized # in a general sense' that is being referred to. A whole country of the size of the USA can't go all Arch-Conservative unless you play LCS, which has the disclaimer of not being realistic anyway nor does the whole population go all 'one rigid belief' or something very unreasonable like beliefs separating the country.

[hops]

The sins of a country falls to all its countrymen.

[Yoink]

America is great; they have guns, cheap liquor, a rich history of music, and they even speak something approximating English, albeit vaguely.
What more do you want?

...I originally started writing this post on my phone due to my laptop being packed up, some time ago, and just saved the first bit as a note after hitting my phone browser's 120 character limit. If it was originally supposed to have some further point or meaning, I've since forgotten it. Oh well.   

[misko27]

Another day, another five hours of sleep regardless of how late my day starts. For the first time in my life I just can't stay asleep.

I'm terrified I'm just going to pass out in the middle of my test at this rate. I can't even sleep late on weekends, which is a problem my life has given me zero tools to handle. I'm running up a sleep deficit without any way of reducing it. Isn't this how people die?

[SaberToothTiger]

today i ducked up

i was walking through old town

i was passing through a ultra conservative manifestation

two old men wearing a red and white armband were arguing there that jews were in fact crypto nazis (by the way, what the fuck)

i approached one of them and asked about the armband and why are they wearing it if they werent combatants

one of them said that his mother was a combatant

he was a old man

around 50, maybe more

i told him to wish his mother well

she is probably dead

i fucked up

help me

it hurts

[Yoink]

Did they beat and/or threaten you, or are you just freaking out over the faux pas?

[TheBiggerFish]

*hugs SaberToothTiger*

Deep breaths, calm down, maybe drink some tea.

The sentiment was good.