THEY CANCELLED MY FUCKING APPOINTMENT. ARGH.
Not even the fucking place that HANDLES the appointment, the place I have an appointment WITH - no, they are super awesome, they could get me in tomorrow, no problems. But instead, my fucking doctors office SCHEDULES a FUCKING APPOINTMENT 5 goddamn months out, leaving me to fucking suffer when there were open slots CONSTANTLY available in the meantime I could be going to and REFUSES to allow me to go earlier, but my appointment finally arrives after so many months of waiting...
AND I FIND OUT THEY CALLED THE HOSPITAL AND FUCKING CANCELLED IT?
Oh yeah, they made a new one almost two months further out, but WHY THE FUCK. WHY. THE. FUCK.
These fucking people. I have never, in my life, met a worse group of medical professionals, and I've met a lot of fuck ups. Their stupidity, incompetence, and sheer assholery knows no fucking bounds. I know exactly why they did it too - because they fucked up the goddamn referral the first three times they did it, and after spending ten hours on the phone walking them through a process a doctors office should have a basic fucking handle on they screwed it up again and just lied to me about it. And when they realized it, they quietly cancelled and rescheduled. HOLY FUCKING HELL. They screwed up, cancelled, and rescheduled and managed to screw it up AGAIN.
I am literally fucking quivering with rage right now. If I hadn't mostly gotten better on my own I would be fucking DEAD right now. There were two weeks in there where I wished I was dead because it would have been an improvement. And instead I'm still getting jerked around by these fuckwads.
God damn it.
I just want to fucking break something.
This is why I fucking hate doctors!