So, yeah. I don't really know how exactly to put this.
A lot of things are happening, lately, and now they've started to combine and compound on each other.
My back has been hurting, due to my narrow spine.
I've tried to mention this to people, and asked them to please try to not have me need to do anything that would strain my back.
Today, I had to carry a 30 pound bag of charcoal up a hill, and carry a small banana tree, that for some utterly arcane reason was planted in a solid, cast-iron planter. I don't even know how much that thing weighed, but if was clearly far heavier than the bag of charcoal.
So after this, I decided that I would spend a nice, long time laying down, and not doing anything.
So naturally, they needed me to immediately go run off and drive halfway across town to get some bread, because they completely forgot it, even though they were reminded approximately 8 times, over the course of the past week.
The thing is, I think it's pretty clear that they are not listening to me.
Another thing, I've mentioned that I very rarely actually talk, and that this is "too much" for the people I'm around, and they say that all I do is complain.
So I've mentioned this to someone I know, that it really bothers me when people say that, when I'm still trying my best to help, despite the pain.
So the advice I got was "Then don't complain."
...I'm seriously wondering as to why I don't just sew my mouth shut, as that seems to be heavily desired.
Also I can't think clearly because of allergies starting up now, but that seems rather minor in comparison.