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[TheBiggerFish]

I don't really know what to say except maybe you should talk to a professional.  But at least take positives where you can find them and try to fix the negatives.

[Yoink]

Honestly, I think you have what most people would call a healthy relationship, you just lack suspension of disbelief.

[NRDL]

I do genuinely wonder what would happen if every person on this planet found a way to completely unconditionally love and see value in themselves, imagine the kind of relationships people would genuinely have, and all the others that would just disintegrate overnight.

[hops]

Or there would be no relationships because the entire premise of relationships is conpleting each other? That's the beauty of it. You have flawed individuals coming together to form a better sum.

[NRDL]

The idea that a person who is capable of finding contentment and fulfilment in themselves cannot find value in companionship makes me sad.  I've made rare posts in this thread about personal sads, but that actually depresses me on an existential level.  At my most cynical, human relationships just sound like agreements of mutual-selfishness-and-dependance.

[hops]

Just because you find fulfillment and contentment in yourself doesn't mean you can't find even more. What I meant is that if you *unconditionally* love yourself them you won't really care whether you're a good person or not. You'd just be an egotistic dick.

[ECrownofFire]

I've never had a social life at all. Not even one friend I could hang out with. I've never hung out with anyone or gone out anywhere, least of all to a party. I don't have any stories to tell, interesting or funny or anything. I've never done anything interesting. What can I even do to meet other people with my grand total of zero hobbies and zero interests. Yeah I know I'm fucking depressed, but even when I'm not or even when I'm fucking manic I don't have any interests. I do the exact same fucking thing all day regardless of my mood. Sit on my ass and stare at random shit I find on the internet. I've never had any interests. And really the most interesting thing I've "done" is be homeless for months because my grandparents kicked me out for being gay. If I had any fucking friends I probably could've at least found a couch to crash on, but nope. Last December I tried to fucking kill myself. Maybe if I had anybody to talk to, I wouldn't have done that.

Who the hell would want to talk to somebody like me? Who would want to be friends with me? And I don't just mean "oh we talk online sometimes we're friends!" I mean actually doing stuff together. I want to get off my ass and do something, anything. But I have no interests, no hobbies, no friends to do anything with and just aidsaoijgtajo

just

fuck

[NRDL]

*hugpats*

Hope something in your life changes for the better, until then know that someone's sympathetic and really doesn't want you to hurt yourself. 

[hops]

I can't really do anything online with friends except play games and if you're talking about this then chances are you don't game much anyways.

[hops]

Artist breakdown, maybe? It's sad, but in the end an artist should be allowed to choose what he wants to stay and what should be gone.

[TheBiggerFish]

I wouldn't mind.  I'm stuck on the other side of the Internet, sadly, but y'know.

Maybe you could try some tabletop games?

But yeah, what NRDL said.  I care, too.

[Rolan7]

Wow I got dramatic last night!  I feel better now, I was just freaking out a bit after spending so much time around family and stuff.  Thanks for the kind words (:

[Sirus]

Jeez, a certain thread in Other Games looks like it's about to go critical. Hope no one gets in too much trouble over it 

[Kot]

And again the fact that people actually hate me and just cover it up is proven true. This time I am pretty sure it wasn't my fault.

[Dozebôm Lolumzalěs]

Not on the forums, right?