I caught myself thinking the words "I wish I was nonbinary"
Like
Brain do you understand the implications of that or are you just gonna remain clueless lol
Might be worth exploring the thought further, if the idea actually interests you.
Oh yeah, the "Hang on, most men don't want to be women?" realisation was interesting.
I think in nearly 30 years of life, admittedly the first few not being all that complex in terms of thought, I've never wanted to be a girl/woman. I've idly wondered what it's like to be a woman compared to man somewhere under 10 times, mostly as part of discussions about the problems, physical and cultural, women face compared to me which in turn makes me think about the whole alien nature of specific human minds, but that's no more wanting to be a woman than I want to be a cuttlefish.
In a sense, I am a fairly typical specimen of a cis-man. Pretty much no interest in my feminine side, or any issues with my self perception as it relates to my gender and sex. Slightly camp at times, but that's a whole other thing.
Not sure it means everyone who questions their gender at times is necessarily not cis-gender, but it's certainly an indicator.
It can be weird sometimes, to think about how much our minds can differ.