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[TD1]

I'm pretty sure I'm more psychologically messed up than I realised. Like, I'm not suffering PTSD, depression (anymore, thank fuck. Hopefully it stays away) or anything like that, but I thought I was relatively OK. In actuality after thinking on it, I think I may have some perfectionism issues with regards to certain things (though what seems to be randomly spattered about) and possibly a slight degree of impostor syndrome, as well as some general trust issues.

I mean, I don't know how severe these issues are, but that all sounds pretty standard. Or perhaps I'm more messed up than I thought

[CABL]

Got a new headset with only one audiojack, but Win10 thinks that there's no mic, only headphones. Note that Win7 recognizes the headset's mic.

[itisnotlogical]

My phome's alarm just doesn't ring sometimes. It's set for the correct time, the volume is up, it's plugged in and the battery is charged. It just doesn't ring sometimes. I love how most of the things I use in my life just don't work sometimes.

[Kagus]

I'm out of shirts, save for a button-up in the back of the shirt drawer. GF is in charge of laundry and has more clothes than I do, so I'll have to wait. Might have to do a few re-uses of a couple old ones so I can at least keep the button-up clean until Sunday, when I've got another viewing.

In the meantime though, I'm gonna make sure to tear myself to pieces over having caught feelings for someone I can't even begin to get rejected by until I'm finished moving out. Man's gotta have a hobby.

[Yoink]

Is... is re-wearing clothes not normal for you?

[Dunamisdeos]

I do it. I'm doing it right now.

[Yoink]

Well yeah, so does everyone. Apart from Kagus, apparently.

[Kagus]

I use shirts for 3-5 days in a row, depending on how much I sweat. Which tends to be a bit on the "profuse" side.

All of my shirts have been through that process now. It's been a couple months since the last laundry day.

[Hanslanda]

I do it. I'm doing it right now.

This. I wear jeans and depending on weather/workload, undershirts several times. Jeans are like white collar criminals, clean even when proven dirty.

[Dunamisdeos]

I do it. I'm doing it right now.

This. I wear jeans and depending on weather/workload, undershirts several times. Jeans are like white collar criminals, clean even when proven dirty.

Jeans do not need to be washed unless specific, known amounts of filth are added to them. It's a fact of life.

[IcyTea31]

It's been a couple months since the last laundry day.

How large is your washing machine, even? If both you and she have months' worth of dirty laundry, surely you can get a machine-ful of clothes washed and still have some left over for the "official" laundry day she's in charge of?

Or, you know, communicate. Explain that you don't have enough clean clothes so someone needs to do laundry, even if she still has some clean clothes. It's not like laundry can't be done before every single piece of clothing in the household is dirty.

[Kagus]

We don't have a washing machine, there's a communal laundromat in the basement of the apartment complex (we're on the 3rd floor, as an aside). Each wash or dry cycle (on the machines that actually work) is I think somewhere around $3, payable only via a special charge-card that can only be loaded up using cash handed to the superintendent on one of the days when he's around and has time to process the transaction (generally needs to be arranged ahead of time). They're industrial size though, so you can fit a remarkable amount of clothes in there, and we need to use two anyways because of lights/colors.

I actually did make the mistake of mentioning that I was running out of clean clothes once, a year or two ago. "Why don't you just do it if you need it right away?" was the response, despite having been shown the workings of the machines a whole once back in the beginning of our living together, and also the fact that I don't have the card. And fuck if I know all of the settings that her clothes need.


I'm going to assume that the card exists somewhere in the apartment rather than being on her person at all times, but I legitimately don't know. I suppose I could look for it when she's not here, as she hates it when I go looking for things and don't immediately find the thing... "Why don't you just ask me?", but whenever I ask she rolls her eyes at me for not knowing where whatever it is obviously resides.

[Yoink]

Unrelated sad: I had some strange, entertaining dreams last night but I didn't get around to recording them. Damn.

[Hanslanda]

Not exactly sad but I'm quietly not enjoying it. I have only drank beer the last two days, and only three or less. I also did not start drinking today until 2pm.

[Doomblade187]

Not exactly sad but I'm quietly not enjoying it. I have only drank beer the last two days, and only three or less. I also did not start drinking today until 2pm.

Damn, that's good progress.