I feel we have enough data concerning the existence of Jesus to say that he did indeed exist and was who he said he is, the book I mentioned earlier so far has me convinced until proof that can battle it is presented. If that is to be believed, then we had the very personality of God amidst us, and he had the sheer force of will and foreknowledge of the fact to die for us in an excruciating way. If that doesn't suggest he is not self-centered, I don't know what can.
Is there enough data concerning the existence of the person known as "Jesus of Nazareth" to suggest he existed? Pretty much yeah.
Does that necessarily mean he had "the very personality of God" or even "the foreknowledge of the fact"? Not in the slightest.
Quite frankly, there's enough disinformation and bias in even the most professional, well researched and fact focused historical texts to call into question the motives of even figures from the last CENTURY, let alone from 2000+ years ago.
The real Jesus of Nazareth could very well have been the most horrid person alive back then for all we can prove of what actually went down.
Sure we can say "He was here" but we can't say "He was here and did EXACTLY THIS AND NOTHING ELSE"
The phrase "Take it on Faith" comes to mind I suppose, but personally I have a high opinion of Faith, and prefer to apply it to things that don't require it to carry their full weight.
For example I can say "I have faith this chair will hold my weight" because I have personal experience with chairs and they generally tend to do that.
I can say "I have faith that humanity are generally not total douchebags and don't deserve to be slaughtered by a omnipotent jerkass who generally acts like a 5 year old" because I have personally met people, and I only get the urge to repeatedly stab a few of them.
Faith is effectively equivalent to a gamble. I like that random chance element personally, but I also know not to bet more then I can afford to lose.
I know that throwing your faith at a God when the evidence can't even predict IF HE EXISTS, LET ALONE if he's a decent guy is effectively
the equivalent of borrowing the maximum from every loan shark in Vegas, going to a casino, yelling ALL IN BITCHES and putting every penny on double 0.
And frankly that is an unconscionably horrible idea in my opinion.
Simply put, who do you think has a better sense of what is right or wrong? You? Or a being who created everything assuming he exists?
Me, no question hands down, full stop.
Because I KNOW me, I know that I am generally quite logical and I know the attempts I have made to be well informed on a particular subject.
I DON'T know that about "a being who created everything assuming he exists"
I don't rely on the ASSUMPTION that "creating everything" has applications toward "knowing what to do with everything" and I find it UTTERLY TERRIFYING that so many people DO rely on that assumption.