4.) I'M? an asshole? Being unconstitutionally made a penal soldier is basically a death sentence imposed unlawfully. Wow I guess that person should accept death for some oil company, stuck up politician huh? Nope, I'd just be pissed that the government will have at that point shredded any pretense of being constitutional.
Sorry I called you a asshole, your post just made me RAGE. But me calling you a asshole was out of line.
1.) Violent criminals are such nice guys?
No, they aren't, but mostly they aren't suicidal either.
2.) You do know how criminals think? (How exactly? I'm curious what you think they think like.)
I assume they don't want to die, otherwise they would have resisted arrest. They won't go "hey, ill go shoot up some people randomly which will surely get me killed", if there were like that they would have already died.
3.) "These are just examples:"
Meh, fair enough.
Right, and what you're not getting is that you're still in survival mode, because you haven't been placed in a situation where you're guaranteed to die because someone's a jerk. Once you put me in this crap, I know I'm going to die no matter what I do so I'm taking you with me. Can't live, might as well make the ones responsible pay. Once you are a penal soldier you WILL die.
Crazy thing about humans being crazy, when you figure out someone's forcing you to die unnecessarily, like being
cannon fodder walking artillery distraction a human shield to assholes who think it's "justice" to use you as one a penal soldier (wait those were all the same thing), you do one of three things:
1.) Cry in fetal position,
2.) Get all contemplative about the life you're losing,
3.) Somehow deny reality and tell yourself you'll get through it somehow, (you won't...).
4.) Revenge if you can figure out who's making you die.
I don't play fair now, so why would I then? "But Truean, that was four things and you said three, can't you count har har har." I know. I don't play fair remember? Why yes I did pack you 30 days of food rations Staff Sargent. Did I say 30 days? I mean 5 days with the rest of the packages weighted to look like they're full of food. Have fun starving, sergeant prick.
Case in point, if I think I'm dying and you're the reason, you're my target. Enough penal soldiers will think like this that it's gonna be a problem you can't handle.
Leave me nothing to hold onto but a trigger (including my own life) and I'm pulling it...
Suicide doesn't enter into it; the penal soldier system is killing me. That's homicide.