Green = DONE
Yellow = IN PROGRESS
Red = NOT STARTED
Black = FAILED
*asterisks* = NEW
1. Finish Angry Laser Space, or at least get it to 1.0. This bloody project has been in progress for over 4 years now, and i think it's about time to wrap it up as neatly as possible, so i can get going on other things.Gotten VERY close, but hand pains prevented me from finishing.
2. Get into the habit of drawing something every day. Doesn't have to be anything specific or mindblowing, just SOMETHING so i can keep up the practice, be it digital or traditional.Honestly thinking that i'm just going to abandon this one, because some days i just don't feel like drawing a thing, and i don't feel bad for that. Instead, i should rather focus on drawing a thing when i'm in that "i want to draw something but anxiety is crippling me" mojo, because THAT makes me feel bad. :v
3. Paint something with the acrylic paint (and canvas) that i got for my birthday. Something that isn't just a half-hearted leaf.Done!!?!? This has made me realize that i MUCH prefer digital painting, because mixing colours is a pain in the arse.
4. Give someone in meatspace uncensored access to my deviantArt page, preferrably one of my immediate relatives. This may sound simple, but due to personal issues, is comparable in fear and difficulty of execution to russian roulette. It is most definitely the "all in" move of my life right now, and a bad result could have dreadful consequences for my psyche, while a good result could possibly result in me finally breaking the shackles cast upon me by my oppressors back in elementary school.noooooope
5. Start talking to people over the intertoobs with my microphone. I am EXTREMELY SHY AND AWKWARD but my past experiences have been a lot of fun.Nyet, although i haven't been feeling a huge need either.
6. A vague one: Try to stop caring so much about what others think. It goes hand in hand with my crippling lack of self-esteem, and is, in essence, what makes things like 3, 4 and 5 very hard to do.Kind of, i guess? Therapy has been very helpful, but my brain keeps slipping back.
7. Get a hold of my sleeping rhythm. At the moment, if people didn't wake me up, it'd keep advancing all the time, and sleepytime is already WAY past midnight and approaching the next morning.KIND OF had something going while i was studying, but then i dropped out and everything's back to "normal". Here's hoping 2016 will be better in that regard.
8. Try my hand at some kind of music-ing. I like listening to music too much to at least not try making some myself. :vNada.
9. Get a hold on my crippling lack of self-esteem.Starting to feel a bit better about myself, so that's pretty cool.
10. Find out what i want/am to do with my life.Still not sure, but at least i've found the next stepping stone, which is always something.