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[DrPoo]

Here i sit, at my table where my computer used to be, its cables helter skelter all over it. With my phone in hand i write this wich i can at best describe as a lament. I already felt empty within, but now they took what was left, my computer, with my friends, and that contentful mirror life i lived on this wonderhell we all call the internet. All what i had a vague feeling of love to was taken from me. Work they tell me to do. But no, i wont work, their food and money and shelter can screw me, all i want is love and entertainment, not meaningless labor and loneliness. But they took it and threw it away, in belief that i would be more with them. But no, i will do nothing, and just lie down, waiting for either starvation to take my life or untill they call the blue men and take me away. All i want is love and Ameripain, my dream. But neither will i find within theese four walls.

My dream is dead, all that filled the hole left by what rejected me, is gone.
They beleive i got a chance outside the internet, what they dont get is that i am a social reject out there, and i do not thrive beyond the safety of my room. Digital friendship is not neccesarily a false friendship, but they keep their ears shut and just degrade you to useless and meaningless persons.
My heart aches man, i am sorry that i cannot truly be with you anymore.

[Hitty40]

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[Angel Of Death]

Shit went down and he can't work on our game anymore. He can't talk to anyone on the internet either

[Sordid]

 

[Hitty40]

Ah, but why did you post in the Other Games section?

[Angel Of Death]

Ah, but why did you post in the Other Games section?

It was likely a mistake. DrPoo probably posted it in the wrong section. If you're reading this, DrPoo, I am going to miss you. A lot

[Jopax]

Well poo happens i guess, but don't let that shit get you down man, there was this movie, it wasn't very good but it had a rather nice title, it was called Never Back Down, and really if this stuff means so much to you then you better fight for it.

[DrPoo]

Ah, but why did you post in the Other Games section?

It was likely a mistake. DrPoo probably posted it in the wrong section. If you're reading this, DrPoo, I am going to miss you. A lot

Wanted to post it in Creative Projects
I still got my phone.. Untill they discover what i use it for.
I will return sometime later.

[Lord Dullard]

Well, let me offer some (probably unwanted) advice.

Take this as an opportunity to invest in some new activities. You will be less depressed if you don't mope around and waste your time. Wasting time is the biggest source of depression, period. You will never feel good about time you wasted, because you'll never get it back.

Whoever 'they' are (probably your parents) are probably not the cruel dictators you are making them out to be. Presumably they provided you with the computer/room/internet connection/etc., and if taking it away from you makes you THIS depressed, they're probably making a wise decision.

Stop being so dramatic. Teenage drama is pathetic.

And last, you are almost certainly not a social reject. Society as a whole rarely rejects people. Much more often, people reject society, which sounds like your case. Try going out and being adventurous. Enjoy life a little. Your goal should be that in twenty years you won't look back on your life at this period and think 'wow, what a little weiner I was, and so much time and energy gone to waste because of it...'.

So, sorry to be the unpleasant voice of reality, but at some point you'll face the bottom gritty line we humans don't like to think about (and which most young humans are too naive to truly realize). You haven't got forever on this plane of existence. Use your time wisely. Life is about more than a computer screen, and your family and personal connections are very important.

[postal83]

Don't tell me your some kid thats been grounded off his computer and is being emo about it?  Right... right?
I hope that's not the case...