In the Houses of Healing...
Wilheim nodded. Maybe Nikephoros was here for a different reason, then.
"If I may be frank?
It's all falling apart, everything I've fought for and protected, for so long. My homeland. Yes, I've heard what they are saying, about you, about the Queen. I don't believe any of it...
But if they are talking, it is symptom of something worse...the end of kingdom, if you believed half of what they were saying. People will need answers, they will need someone to blame.
You know, we should have won that battle. We could have won...I cannot wrap my head around how fast things changed for the worse..."
Wilheim manages to weakly pound his fist into his bed side. He recalls Nikephoros telling him to hold the retreat, and he had done so-but there too many foes. His soldiers meager barricades were like sand castles against the ocean. The enemy found cracks, slipped in, overran them. And yet, Wilheim was not a man who knew how to lose. His mind replayed the scene over and over, looking for details he missed, opportunties he missed, last minute strategems that would have changed the outcome...
"We failed you, marshall. No...no. The men fought hard enough. That's wrong.
I failed you. I failed my men. I failed my Kingdom. If the people need someone to blame, let them blame me. I should have held the retreat long enough for us to regroup and attack again. But, I failed, and they fell. That was my duty, and I let you down...and...I ran, at the end. I abandoned them. I should have stayed at my post."
Wilheim finally hangs his head.
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In the Kingdom of sleep...
..But take it easy on yourself. If you feel tired we can stop so you can rest...
In the dream, Tala had merely spun faster, to keep him from slipping away from her. But...not too tight. Gentle lover...Her grip relaxed at his words. He wouldn't let her fall, not now.
There was a blur of emerald-and gold and ruby and onix and lapis lazuli...so many colors. Amazing...there were some colors they didn't even have names for, not yet. Such as she said, quite out loud..
"Beautiful colors...
Pasha..."
At that, Talas's ramblings quieted, and ceased. She fell into the true, mostly dreamless sleep oft born of exhaustion.
For, there was a battle ahead that she would need strength to fight, a war-in her blood, too small for anyone to see with their eyes alone.
Her breathing was steady.