"Of course not. I never leave a job half-finished," he said, moving to help her put on her armor. She had offered a willing ear, but he wasn't going to take it. Doubtless she had had to do some horrible things in her time, betraying friends and loved ones and everything that came with being a spy, and he wasn't going to further burden her with some of the things he had done, or had let been done under his command. Hell, the things he had simply turned away from and let happen in the same room... He wasn't as pristine as he sometimes thought she believed him to be. "It's all right. Don't worry about it."
He put a hand on her shoulder reassuringly. "I'm here to help you, remember? If things get to be too much for you, just tell me. I'm always ready to... to provide what I can for you," he said, trying to think of how best to speak his thoughts. Even leaving for your own good... your station in life demands you take the hand of a respectable nobleman. I'm just Pasha the vagabond... What you need is a man who can stay with you, give you what you want, support you in public rather than from the shadows as I do. He finished buckling a strap. "I'm not going to go away forever," he said. "I just think that my presence here is causing people to lose respect for you, and I don't want that for you."
He wasn't going to lie and say his leaving wouldn't hurt either of them. He wasn't going to tell the truth and say it was for the best. It was what it was, and although he didn't want to move on, he had to. For her sake. "I would prefer it if we didn't have to worry about such things, but your position being what it is..." Pasha sighed. The words were, again, a double-meaning. He would never sell her out willingly, but he was still a risk to her. He might say the wrong thing at the wrong time and compromise her.