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[Cecilff2]

I killed a man in Reno.

[Cthulhu]

1: I go berserk when I get into a real fight. No pain, no rational thought (or any thinking at all really), hardly any memory of the incident or what lead up to it, tunnel vision, ect.

This happens to me, too. It has always confused me.

I must lose all my memory because I don't ever remember getting into any fights.  Oh dear.

You beat the other kids up so bad even I don't remember anything about it.

Strange thing I do.  I hate some things for no reason.  Like to the point that I get mad when I see them.  I hate the Rhodoks in Mount and Blade.  I hate Scouts in TF2.  I hate Poppy and Nunu's faces in League of Legends.

[ArKFallen]

I've been told I have a scary smile. You probably know the type: showing more teeth than necessary, looks hungry, etc. When told this my first reaction is to smile because I consider that a complement. If they get uncomfortable I start giggling because it's amusing. Sometimes they actually get scared and I laugh, I laugh so hard. I don't know why but the idea that my very existence and enjoyment scares people warms my heart.

On the door thing I prefer them closed, just like I prefer my chairs pushed in.
I also talk like I write, poetic language and all.
I break into song every now and then.
I clear my throat when I don't need to and in different tones.
Whenever I eat I will try to eat everything I started with. It doesn't matter if I'm not hungry, it doesn't matter if I'm ready to vomit from overeating. I'll try to eat it anyway.
I also love using punctuation when I write, so I subconsciously use more than needed.

[Johuotar]

I like to think of myself as weird but I cant think of anything that could be classified as weird enought to be worth mentioning. I'm afraid of something horrible happening all the time though, you know like car accidents, headcrab ambushes, elevator accidents, tripping over pets, nuclear war. Mayby it can be called a single weird act to constantly be worried of such things. (And not ******* kidding about those headcrabs, Ravenholm was little too much for me)

I originally thought about telling about my rampages in games but it seems pretty normal now that I think of it. DF:s adventure mode being great example of how peasant genocide is something to gloat about.

Sorry if offtopic but I couldn't think of anything else, and it feels good to finally tell someone about this madness that roams my mind.

EDIT: When I'm alone I express my feelings (especially anger/frustration) which I can't do normally cause I'm supposed to always be calm/quiet cause thats what I've always been. Now its impossible do anything thats "Out of character". So when nobody else is around I can jump around merrily until I drop a spoon and then I can rage about it for a while until I calm down and then continue prancing around while talking to myself about everything I'm doing and about to do.

EDIT2: I'm obsessed about keeping items (pencils are a great example) in order. Pencils need to point in the same direction and have same side up.

[Biag]

I forget to eat a lot. I feel hungry, it just doesn't really bother me.

I invariably find hot drinks more relaxing and refreshing than cold ones. I chug water for hydration, then nurse a coffee as long as I possibly can.

Occasionally I get the urge to do or say completely insane/potentially psychotic things for absolutely no reason.

Every now and then I say something without realizing it. Not something I was thinking, typically not something that even makes sense. Last time I didn't even know it was me that said it until somebody pointed it out.

Usually I don't have much OCD, but in games like Minecraft or Terraria I go berserk if there's anything even slightly out of place. I can't stop thinking about it until I've started repairing it.

[SalmonGod]

I invariably find hot drinks more relaxing and refreshing than cold ones. I chug water for hydration, then nurse a coffee as long as I possibly can.

Me too

[Bouchart]

I have most of my coworkers' network passwords and I read their emails.

You, who constantly claims that America is a corrupt bloated nightmare land.
You're not really helping the situation.

Hey, I need as much advance notice about layoffs, reorganizations and the like as I can get.  My coworkers use such lazy passwords.

[anzki4]

I invariably find hot drinks more relaxing and refreshing than cold ones. I chug water for hydration, then nurse a coffee as long as I possibly can.

Occasionally I get the urge to do or say completely insane/potentially psychotic things for absolutely no reason..

Me too for both of them.


EDIT: Also lately I have had this weird urge to play with scissors that are on my computer table, while doing something on computer. "Playing" means basically clamping scissors against my skin as hard as I can without actually causing a wound. A few times slips have been close to actually cause one.

[Jackrabbit]

I have most of my coworkers' network passwords and I read their emails.

You, who constantly claims that America is a corrupt bloated nightmare land.
You're not really helping the situation.

Hey, I need as much advance notice about layoffs, reorganizations and the like as I can get.  My coworkers use such lazy passwords.

Jeez, you really are Wally.

[Mimidormi]

A weird 'quirk' of mine: i find fruit revolting. Can't stand the smell, flavor, texture, even the touch, sometimes even the sight. The only exception: lemons and oranges. I have no problem with vegetables either.

I have a weird compulsion.  I become extremely disconcerted when a door is left open.  I can't relax until it's shut.  I don't feel like someone's behind it or anything like that, there's no face to the anxiety.  I just feel like things aren't right.

This, so much.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Misophonia I have this, though I only recently learned what it's called. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rlWHLx9PTE4 Here's a friendly little portrayal, haha. I've wanted to hit people, throw things, run away, anything to get away from or stop trigger sounds. Snoring is the biggest one for me, so I guess the worst is when I kicked my brother in the stomach when I was little. My whole family thought I was demonically possessed or something, psychologists suggested I might be autistic (not even slightly), and school lunch and road trips were hell at times.

Have since learned to control my reactions to it, and that eating crunchy stuff when other people are helps somewhat, but it's almost overpowering.

I feel for you. I have had misophonia since i was about 15 years old.
Very few know about it, even less are sympathetic. If you try to explain it to people, most either don't believe it, ignore/greatly underestimate it/forget about it, tag you as batshit insane, or think it's made up and you're being a jerk just because.

The biggest trigger for me is chewing with an open mouth, and, i know it sounds ridiculous, but, when someone near me is having a cigarette, the sound of parting lips to let out smoke. It fills me with intense rage, and if i don't distance myself or they don't stop i'm really afraid of losing control.
In those moments i feel horrified, because consciously i don't want to hurt them, and i do realize rationally, even while it's happening, that they're not doing anything wrong or menacing or rude on purpose, yet i want to beat the tar out of them with every fiber of my being.

More than a decade later, i rely heavily on prevention. And earphones. Which are seen as rude, especially during a family dinner, but i don't have much choice.

Why eating has to be such a social event, i'll never understand.

[MetalSlimeHunt]

Why eating has to be such a social event, i'll never understand.

Most people form social bonds over things that give them pleasure, and food is one of those. If you want to convince someone of something, offer them food.

[tehc]

I haven't been outside my house since November last year, and thus haven't talked to anyone other than my mum and sister. 

[noah22223]

I haven't been outside my house since November last year, and thus haven't talked to anyone other than my mum and sister.

...Your skin.
It is transparent.

[tehc]

I live in Scotland, our skin is always pale blue anyway.

Seriously though, it is really, really white. I can't remember what I used to look like, but i'm fairly sure I look like utter shit.

[atomicwinter]

I talk to myself constantly, about the strangest things. I don't really understand it. It seems to be automatic I don't really make a conscious decision to talk to myself. Sometimes I look at myself in the mirror and talk to myself. I seem to be very bothered by people most of the time, especially people I don't know that well. I can't converse with people sometimes, I just say whatever I can to get them to go away and I feel like I'm drained afterwords and stressed. A psychologist would have a field day with me  .