My Score:
Openness To Experience: 88
-Aesthetic Sensitivity: 70
-Intellectual Curiosity: 100
-Creative Imagination: 100
Highly open to experience, seems about right for me. Though I am guilty of spreading my interest broadly and shallowly over a million different things, I have always been open to new notions, ideas and thinking new ones. My aesthetic sensitivity must be lower than the rest because I have a few exceedingly strong aesthetic prejudices which I cannot shake from my bones. Fortunately, they do not get in the way of my intellectual or creative pursuits, nor day to day life, provided no one asks me for my opinion on glass towers.
Agreeableness: 50
-Compassion: 53
-Respectfulness: 50
-Trust: 50
Moderately agreeable. I think it's just measuring politeness more than anything, though I do always make sure to place my trust in others before judging whether I should place my trust in them. I enjoy following people when I believe they are worth following, while I possess an implacable stubbornness when it comes to the things I believe in. In other words, I am completely average in this regard.
Conscientiousness: 25
-Organization: 0
-Productiveness: 25
-Responsibility: 50
Low conscientiousness, average responsibility, abysmal organisation, misguided productivity. Seems about right, my past is full of great ideas and ambitions half finished but never completed. While my bad habits are largely gone, I haven't replaced them with good habits yet - where 2018 was a good year for developing good habits, the turn of 2019 derailed most of them.
Negative Emotionality: 54
-Anxiety: 65
-Depression: 100
-Emotional Volatility: 0
Moderate negative emotionality. I very rarely respond to high stress or high stakes situations with panic, impulsive or self-destructive decisions, being exceedingly capable of remaining focused whilst under pressure. Though it is poor for my health, I am exceedingly more productive under such high pressure working conditions than when I have free time to dispose of at my leisure. I also very rarely lose my temper, with such moments happening rarely enough that I can remember each year where I lost to wrathfulness. The maximum depression is unsurprising, I have no hope for a better tomorrow, but I am tolerant of these expectations and work to improve my odds regardless. My closest friends are aware I seek out high risk situations more out of a disregard for my own well-being than any sense of courage.
Extraversion: 21
-Sociability: 0
-Assertiveness: 50
-Energy Level: 15
I often find myself at a loss for energy, and need time to rest almost always, especially after social events. I am of average assertiveness, always willing to take charge or press my will, yet as per before I have little intrinsic desire to seek out positions of leadership. In that regards, average. Sociability scores at a 0, which is also unsurprising. I do not maintain large social networks and prefer to make few friends whom I trust absolutely. I would trust all of them with my lives, except one of them who is well-intentioned but lethally inept at common life problems - they once nearly blinded me as a result.
Overall:
Highly open to new ideas. Emotionally constant with very little influence from moods of passion. Average agreeableness, whether leading or following. Inconsistent productivity with spikes of intense productivity followed by a loss of motivation and energy. Nearly non-existent casual social life. A high disregard for personal concepts of pride, happiness or hope. An average commitment to helping others in spite of circumstances.