CrownofFire,
Why are you in this discussion? I mean this quite honestly by the way, not in the snarky way it sounds. I've seen you post one-sentence posts saying that you don't want to tell us something about what you believe over and over again. In a thread set up to debate the existence of gods and the validity or religion, we shouldn't have to work your beliefs out of you. You should just be forthcoming about them. You should do so every time that it is a barrier to the discussion, and we shouldn't see posts like
"I'm not refusing to discuss my religion, and in fact, have discussed it more than pretty much everybody here except maybe urist is dead tome.
What I am refusing to discuss is my reasons for believing it, which are far too personal and very irrelevant."
or
"
You can assume whatever you like, as long as you don't use your assumptions to judge me "
or
"I mean, outside of non-sapient creatures, their interaction is pretty much purely supernatural (
not going to go into it, don't ask), but yeah, that's where panentheism kind of comes in."
and so forth.
This is continuous dancing around the issue, when the thread is
explicitly about debating the issue. I'm pretty sure that every religious belief you hold, when looked at honestly and openly, will be vacuous and silly. The ones you've expressed so far I think we've shown to be as such. However, your wording keeps suggesting that you're holding back your
real belief system, which might be completely plausible. I don't think it is. I think it's probably the vague and meaningless kind, or the superstitious, specific, and flat out wrong kind.