To be fair this is a very complicated situation that involves law enforcement officers who harrased me and my family, in and outside of court, while we lived in our home county where this happened for years, on years. They were in the emergency room, and I counted more than ten of them. But wait, let me defend myself(For the 459th time probably)
You don't realize the extent surrounding this. I talked to a similar person who had a childhood experience that they were reminded of when I mentioned my story. They said it was not your average doctor who did it, and he kept asking me these weird questions as if 'did you ever get in trouble with the law when you were younger' which I did. I understand that people think I'm delusional, but I have a genuine question(because I'm too poor to afford a iphone and my mother insists on me not getting one. I've tried to purchase NFC readers off of the internet before but my mom won't pay for it :shrug:. This is not a paranoid delusion, and it has and is causing me genuine suffering. I'm absolutely dog tired of people who think they can say that about me. But fine, I just woke up and will defend myself since of the gravity of the situation.
Firstly, I'm not suffering from paranoid delusions. This occurred a long time ago and through several different psychotic episodes it has persisted and remained a constant memory(not a false one, ie. one that changes over time). I have never recanted my stoy, and never will. I AM taking my medications, and have been for over a year now. Don't tell me their not working, because I go to a doctor who is very sure they are working. I've had hallucinations, and paranoid delusions, but this is one of two scenarios in my entire life(out of 1,000s of auditory hallucinations, 1 visual) where I was..congizant, of what was going on, in reality, even though they were trying to take advantage of me. I have a psychologist too, whom I talk to. I get you guys may not believe me but I'm an underserved (white, however,) statistical minority. It's not like I had a good chance at getting people to understand anyway, except for some. But trust me I'm fighting about this until the day I die. literally, I see a psychiatrist and psychologist who are very well educated and not bad doctors. With both of them, they've decided to just agree with me not to talk about it. Because their logic systems in their brain just..won't allow for the possibility of this being true. Which is putting the cart before the horse so to speak, right?(lemme guess, I got the figure of speech wrong)
I guess I should also mention that the hospital does stock biometrics equipment, i was informed of this by a slipup by one of their receptionists. Google 'Medtronic Biometric Sensors'. Seriously, do it, this was one such brand mentioned to me by the lady at their records department. I am absolutely tired of defending myself and I'm not going to start my day stressed like this. I'll be back in a few days with an update.
Edit: Also thanks ChairmanPoo. What you said was really inconsiderate and is a reason why I don't like coming to bay12 anymore or expressing my feelings to ANYONE in this world. Because of coomments like that. I used to be a member of this forum-look at my post history. I grew up playing video games on here.