Found out today I'm completely 100% not crazy about what happened to me when I was 18. I knew that they were lying.
For context, when I was roughly the age of 18, after my first episode with my schizoaffective disorder diagnosis, I had extremely high blood pressure. I was about to have a stroke, and so I went to my local emergency room. I also contacted my health insurance, tricare about what I should do. They say go to your local emergency room, which I did. I don't remember signing any waivers for medical devices or implants, because, according to a friend who contacted me regarding what I'm talking about, because he overheard it? Well, it's 100% legal in the US. If someone or you sign a waiver saying you /do/ consent to medical devices or implants, they have the full legal right and authority to do so, with any medical device or implant if they deem it 'medically necessary'. So now I've got a lot of sadness in my heart. Not anger, hate, or malice, just dissapointment too.
My entire family lied to me about it(OR they honestly didn't know), and lied to my brother who's a lawyer in houston who after my father's death, had made a promise to him beforehand with my other brother to always, always protect me if it came down to it. Well it did, and they were nowhere, but at least I talked to my lawyer-brother who realized I wasn't just hallucinating. That it was a real, documented thing that happened. Now I have to wait for their director of records to reach out to me to even determine if they WILL or will NOT remove it, because they don't even have to remove it. To get them to do so, I would have to pay for a lawyer. Money which I don't have. At least I filed my TX ACLU report. No idea where this is gonna go, but when it happened..I swore upon everything I loved and knew that justice would come, or at least, it would be removed eventually.
Ironic that I got told this after I bent the knee for the second time recently in a long long time. And by bending the knee I mean praying to my higher power that is. I don't understand why people would do this, then lie about it, put it on my treatment plans in mental health hospitals, etc..
I feel betrayed. sorry if this is word spaghetti, I tried to format it, I'm just going wow. Just wow.