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[JoshuaFH]

Sometimes I feel like I should be impaled on a spear. Which isn't a metaphor or anything, that is specifically what I feel. I don't know why I feel this but it is oddly comforting. Just imagining my essence getting perforated by a big cold rod of metal. Hmm.
Maybe that's not actually similar at all to wanting to destroy everything.

It's ok, I frequently just feel like I want to have the shit beaten out of me. Just getting the everliving shit just whipped out of me. I'm thinking it's a reflexive feeling for wanting to alleviate my strong and lingering sense of guilt, over many things.

[hector13]

Sometimes I feel like I should be impaled on a spear. Which isn't a metaphor or anything, that is specifically what I feel. I don't know why I feel this but it is oddly comforting. Just imagining my essence getting perforated by a big cold rod of metal. Hmm.
Maybe that's not actually similar at all to wanting to destroy everything.

I mean, maybe you're just gay? /Freud

[methylatedspirit]

The idea of releasing pain by experiencing pain. It's entirely counterintuitive, but it's not like I've never felt it before.

[JoshuaFH]

The idea of releasing pain by experiencing pain. It's entirely counterintuitive, but it's not like I've never felt it before.

It's very much wishful thinking, of hoping that one could replace emotional pain with physical pain, which would then heal and you'd finally have that seemingly everlasting burden off your shoulders forever.

[methylatedspirit]

Pain isn't a concept that behaves predictably. As such, I've mostly given up on "solving" pain, and I guess I'll push on in life, even if I don't know what I'm doing 99% of the time, since that's the only option I have if I am to make myself useful to others.

[Hanslanda]

Pain isn't a concept that behaves predictably. As such, I've mostly given up on "solving" pain, and I guess I'll push on in life, even if I don't know what I'm doing 99% of the time, since that's the only option I have if I am to make myself useful to others.

As Bert Kreischer says, "You have two options when facing death, the Viking, 'Ahhhhhhhhh!' Badass, or you can cry. I chose the Viking."

My WTF? I'm almost positive I had a four day heart attack/artery occlusion and I'm more irritated at my weak heart than frightened of death.

[Yoink]

As Bert Kreischer says, "You have two options when facing death, the Viking, 'Ahhhhhhhhh!' Badass, or you can cry. I chose the Viking."

Yeah, well, that's easy to say when you're The Machine.

[Hanslanda]

Zdrazynyove! /probably not Russian

[George_Chickens]

Am i the only one that suffers from moments where i just want to smash and destroy everything around me because fuck life?

i want to smash and destroy ur momma 

[CABL]

Zdrazynyove! /probably not Russian

Sounds and looks more like Polish than Russian, really.

[Kagus]

Na zdrowie?


EDIT: As an aside, I saw someone linking this commentary on neoliberalism earlier.

Now, is it just me, or... Is this thing really rather difficult to read? I mean, I can read it, but I'm having a hard time getting any real meaning out of the words. I'm not sure how enlightened I feel by the whole affair, or that I could now accurately describe what exactly neoliberalism is.

[CABL]

Na zdrowie?

Kurwa, v rot yebal!

[Lord Shonus]

Na zdrowie?


EDIT: As an aside, I saw someone linking this commentary on neoliberalism earlier.

Now, is it just me, or... Is this thing really rather difficult to read? I mean, I can read it, but I'm having a hard time getting any real meaning out of the words. I'm not sure how enlightened I feel by the whole affair, or that I could now accurately describe what exactly neoliberalism is.

It looks like somebody swallowed a book on buzzwords, then vomited it into the internet.

[Yoink]

WTF, it's pretty much 8am and I am just now eating my breakfast after frantically cooking it up, along with a sandwich for today's lunch. I'm still in my pyjamas and I should really be on my way to the train station right now.

Maybe I need to add a whole extra hour to my already early waking-up time on workdays. Or maybe just stop being such a lethargic slob. Fark.

It looks like somebody swallowed a book on buzzwords, then vomited it into the internet.

Sometimes it seems like most of the internet looks that way.
Also, WTF swiftkey, stop capitalising "internet". What century is it?!



Edit: oh lordy I don't even have time to clean my teeth.

[Hanslanda]

My left side is red on my head. My ear especially is very flushed. Good thing I'm seeing a doctor in the morning.