So I accidentally ventured into the fucked up side of the internet briefly, purely by accident. I didn't mean to but I am oddly disturbed by my complete and total lack of moral outrage or disgust for the things contained their in as I would have expected even though I am totally intellectually opposed to said internet grossness. I have noticed this for awhile through by complete non reaction by things that make mother people discussed like a description of gross things or the things themselves and a lack of lasting outrage really at all. not that I cant feel it, just thinking about what ISIS has done to historical artifacts makes me seethe with hate. I am disturbed by this and wonder if I have some condition or if I'm just logical the extreme. I guess I would make a good stoic, my emotions are rather fleeting. Anyone else feel this way or is something wrong with my brain as I suspect. I should note I am definitely not a psychopath, that's like the exact opposite of me. The internet probably desensitizes people to shit but I seem to be just like this and I definitely do not look at stuff enough or ever deliberately to have done that as i never seek gross shit out. I should probably not delve so deeply down the rabbit hole that is the depths of the internet becasue I know whats there but curiosity gets the better of me sometimes.