So I remeber a piece of this dream from last night, or was it from this morning. And I can't get the damn thing out of my damn head as it keeps randomly popping back in.
So I'm somewhere, looks very familiar but also strange, like a combination of places I know, also everything is kind of bluish, like on a late summer night, just after the sun sets and there are patches of both yellow/red light as well as large parts of dark blue shade. Anyways, I'm there with my best friend, there is some sort of stone/wood bench and we sit there talking.
Then the big WTF moment comes, we stop and stare at each other for a few moments before kissing, only for a moment, quickly pullling away. Then I ask why, what caused this, the only answer I get is "Wanna go again?". So I say yes. After that I don't remeber anything, or perheps I woke up.
Now this would be quickly forgotten or dissmissed as another wierd dream, but the thing is, I think I've developed certain feelings for this friend (the main reason being I think is that she was there for me this last summer which was a rather tough period for me for several reasons), and frankly I'm not sure I need or want those feelings right now sinice it's hard enough that I can't see her only every month or so when I get home.
Boy, that kind of spiraled out into several directions, but I guess it's ok, good to get certain stuff out of my system when there is no other way to talk about it ^^