The night before...
Estriss wanted to cry. She wanted to bawl, and let loose her rage and anguish in a storm of tears, but she couldn't. She felt hollow, burned out for all the strength the battle had granted her. So instead she knelt by the body in the ruins of the temple and clutched its hand, trying to make herself cry.
The temple was almost dark now, save a handful of still-burning embers. Flin shone down across the village, highlighting all of the broken rubble but none of the people, conspicuous wells of darkness where nobody wished to be seen.
"You lied, Jack," Estriss whispered. Her grip tightened on the corpse's hand. "You told me we could save them."
"We saved some of them. Still a better result than the alternative."
Estriss looked up to where the voice had come from. Sitting on a piece of broken wall was the very image of herself, save that her golden locks were turned to black. She recognised the picture of regret on Jack's face, it well mirrored her own. Her own face turned swiftly enough to anger.
"But they died, Jack! So many of them died. People I knew growing up, my friends, my..." Without thinking, Estriss' eyes flicked to the body below.
"I know." Jack ran a hand through her hair and gazed at the broken body of Estriss' mother, a frown breaking across her brow. "I had hoped that we might be able to stop the temple's collapse. You did the right thing, though. Killing Ganad broke the spirit of the Chosen, and the rest fled. She would be proud of you." Estriss' nostrils flared and she stood straight up.
"What do you know about her pride?! What makes you even think you can understand what my mother felt, what kind of a person she was?" Around the village, some of the survivors winked to life in Flin's errant light, their desire to be ignored forgotten in the face of curiosity. Estriss herself gleamed brightly in the moonshine.
"You know nothing, Jack! You, who are so powerful, couldn't even stop a single band of nightmares raiding our people!"
For a moment a shadow fell across Jack's borrowed face and Estriss swore she could hear whispers in the back of her head. They passed and instead Jack merely looked tired.
"I know more than you think, Estriss. I truly wish I could have done more, but there is such a delicate balance to uphold here. I don't suppose you understand escalation?" Estriss' face was blank. "Well, it's like a fight. You both start off with fists, and it stays with fists. Then one of you gets a rock. So the other one gets a knife. So you get a spear. And the other one brings friends. I can accomplish much more. I could have crushed every one of those Chosen in an instant, but that attracts the attention of the other gods."
"So, like when a wolf kills a sheep, and then all the scavengers come around?" Estriss' face had relaxed slightly, her rage forgotten for the moment.
"Close enough. Carmanthyre, Eowen's patron, is my brother. He operates on a mortal level, like myself, although in Carmanthyre's case he likes to empower a single mortal significantly. I don't usually work that way. To put it another way, even with all of the power my boon could grant you, you would probably never survive a face to face fight with Eowen when he wields Carmanthyre's blade."
"Why would I even want to?"
"I'm not saying you would, I'm just highlighting a matter of scale. If Carmanthyre really wanted, he could cause the earth to crack open and swallow the Chosen, just as I could have killed them all instantly. But by working on a small scale, he limits attention. I really only noticed because he and I have a very... close relationship. Like Carmantyhre, I operate on a mortal scale. When I intervened with you, I did so on a very minor level because I feared what did happen, might happen."
"So what went wrong?" Jack nodded towards the slumbering tree beasts.
"One of my other brothers' attention was piqued. He brought the scale up by sending in a force of his tree-men, his Ents. Now the ents could have easily crushed the Chosen, and they did, but by bringing them in he caught the attention of the others. This prompted another god, a much worse one, to intervene with his own forces and seize upon the opportunity of a weakened town. This god, this Wanderer, was responsible for the beasts of sand. This ultimately forced Carmanthyre to end it with a direct intervention, causing the battle to cease but by this point the damage was already done."
"What damage? What have you caused, Jack?" Estriss bunched her fists again, her blood starting to boil once more. Jack winced slightly.
"Because too much attention was drawn, what was a raid is most likely going to become a war. Based on what the Chosen knew when they died, they have a much larger, much more dangerous force that they can bring to bear on your people. To that end, I have a task for you. You will be my prophet."
"Wait, what kind of prophet? Just what are you god of, Jack? Why do you keep dodging the question?" Estriss' eyes narrowed, and Jack's own hardened.
"Murder. I am the God of Murder, and I want you to do my bidding and be the first Assassin."
"No!" Estriss thrust her hands out in front of her, as if trying to ward the deity off. "No, no, no! I am not killing for you, you sick freak! After what happened today, after all the people I- I... oh gods I'm going to be sick-" Estriss dry heaved for a moment, honestly sure she was going to vomit. A few moments passed, and it became clear she could not. She swallowed and coughed a few times.
"I don't know what you did to me, Jack, but you have to take it back. I can't live like this, I can't be a killer!"
"I'm afraid that's not mine to take away. My pact gave you power, but it is not my pact that is changing you. To have power is to be separate, as is to have any experience that truly changes you. You can never take back the men you've killed, but you can take comfort in knowing that it served your cause." Jack's eyes softened.
"I love you, Estriss. I love for your remorse, for acknowledging that no matter what noble ends it may have served, the act of murder is wrong. You understand the heavy weight of what it entails and, unlike others-" Jack gave a scathing glance towards the village. Estriss couldn't see what he was looking at, but she could imagine who it was. "-you will not be so quick to deal out death and judgement. But deal it out, you must."
"I told you, I don't want to be a part of this! Why can't you just leave us alone?"
"I don't imagine you'd believe me if I told you I cared, so I have two rather more concrete reasons. The first is that you have sworn to serve me, and I expect you to be true to your word. The second is that what I want of you already falls into your beast interests and those of your people. Now, will you listen to me, or will you be as petulant and immature as my brother?"
Estriss wanted to shout some more, to rage and scream and spit at this arrogant god that felt it could somehow understand what it was like to be human. She wanted to dearly, but already the fire was going out in her. Jack wasn't their only hope, Carmanthyre would certainly protect them, but deep down she knew she couldn't live with herself just being on the sidelines any more. She'd been quiet, remained out of heroics her whole life, and whilst she didn't intend to be a hero now she couldn't stomach the idea of being helpless to aid her people. She took a deep breath and let it out slowly.
"What do you want from me?"
"This village is destroyed and too many of its people are gone. If there were no greater threat, I would tell you to split up and live amongst the nearby villages. That is not the case, and you must take a different path. The nearer villages, some have been raided by the Chosen and they will aid you. Gather the survivors and lead them east, toward Dordrath."
"The Arena City? Dordrath is real?" Estriss blinked in surprise.
"It is real, and your people must be led there. In Dordrath you will find men, and weapons, and armour. You will be able to build an army capable of striking out against the Chosen and breaking their forces. And you will need such an army, as the Chosen will already be putting together one of their own."
"You expect me to lead my people to war?"
"No, I expect you to convince Eowen to do it. The boy himself will struggle to accept the mantle, but I daresay Carmanthyre will leap at the opportunity. That's his idea of how things should be, a gleaming king leading his forces to glory and battle. Plus, with Carmanthyre's aid Eowen should certainly prove convincing enough to bring other villagers to his cause. You will probably need him to recruit every able-bodied man between here and Dordrath, and it will take you maybe the better part of a month to reach it on foot. It isn't too diffilcult, you just have to keep following the river. When you get to Dordrath, you will need Eowen to convince their king to lend his aid - or else to replace him. Then I imagine they will erect a shine to Rahisael, God of War, and seek his aid in the coming battle."
"You're saying a lot about what Eowen should do. What am I going to do?"
"You'll have to lead too, but in a different way. The priestesses are all dead, and you're the closest thing they have now. Take up the mantle, and lead your people spiritually. As you travel towards Dordrath, you will meet a strange woman, like yourself but somehow wolfish. She will seem very odd and her speech will differ, but you must show her hospitality. In return, she will teach you how to fight."
"I already know how to fight, I think we proved that."
"Yes, if you have an expert directing your moves at every opportunity. On your own, you're just a scared young woman. A powerful young woman with my blessings, but still a young woman. My servant will teach you how to fight on your own, and also how to blend into shadows and move undetected. She will train you to perform the ultimate task required of you. Other servants of mine shall attend to you, small in form but great in stealth and power. They will serve as your eyes and ears, for as the priestess you will need to maintain a presence amongst your people."
"And when all this is done? What task do you ask of me?"
"That... I will reveal when the time is right. Rest now, and burn or bury your dead out of respect for them. When the morning comes, you and yours have a long way to march."
Jack instructs Estriss to convince the people of the broken village to migrate to Dordrath, gathering an army along the way.