A little late with this, but I finished my class and I saw a guy laughing at a game in the area I usually sit at. I take a look and its a pretty cool looking game, and I ended up grabbing his chair and he got pissed off, so I let off. I later asked what his name was, but I know people said it, so I asked by saying "I don't think I got your name, what was it?" and his response was "I didn't fucking give it out" and gives me this look that reads "fuck off" all over it. Then, after a bit, I bumped into his chair on accident since I was turning to talk to someone else and the guy turns around, gives me this death stare and threatens to kick me in the balls if I touch his chair again.
First of all, that was rude and uncalled for. Secondly WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE!? If you really wanted to fucking hit someone over fucking bumping into your chair, then try me! I don't care if I have to do 3 more months in fucking rehab again because I assaulted a guy who's just over the age of a minor because he's being a fucking goof and wants to hit me. Seriously, I can't tell if he's just being a dick to me because I bumped into his chair, he's just a fucking goof, or if he's fucking showing off to his girlfriend who I'm pretty sure is a fucking whore. Seriously, either you're really comfortable with your body if you let EVERYONE grab your tits (not just her boyfriend) or just really fucking horny all the time.
Seriously, there are many times out of rehab where I want to punch people and I have to resort to coming on this thread where I'm pretty sure everyone is volatile and hostile since the only reason you come on this thread is to rage. I'm getting aggravated so easily now its not even funny, and its because stupid shit like this happens! And it drives me up the fucking wall! I'm trying to be friendlier, more respectful of people and more open, but when you got THIS and then people constantly bugging me about things that can wait five minutes it drives you batty!
Thats another rage I have right now:
I have four people on skype right now, one of which isn't even involved in this in the slightest except for the fact he writes fanfics about this, who CONSISTENTLY bug me to update this D&D game I'm running right now and ask me questions that are supposed to be asked in game or say they'll take certain things or do certain actions and not only ask me for my input, but tell me to post it. And once again, one of them isn't even involved and he's all over this campaign like whipped cream on my waffles I had earlier. Seriously, this guy asked what a magical item did, meanwhile I already posted it (and he's following this thread btw) and then he ignores me and asks again. I tell him and then he continues to ask like 5 more questions on the damn subject like "why is that useful?" "who's the samurai?" "I thought he was a wizard though?" and a bunch of other questions THAT I'M NEVER GIVEN THE CHANCE TO ANSWER BEFORE HIM AND THE OTHER GUYS BOMBARD ME WITH OTHER THINGS THAT ARE COMPLETELY IRRELEVANT! Like seriously, no one gives a fuck that you're getting laid and the rest of us aren't. No, you don't have to ask about the women in my life (which there aren't really any aside from friends that I barely talk to), and FOR FUCK SAKES, STOP ASKING ME ABOUT THE MENTAL STATE OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY! YOU'RE A FUCKING 16/17 YEAR OLD KID WHO ACTS LIKE YOU'RE 40 AND YOU EXPECT EVERYONE TO FUCKING BOW DOWN TO YOU BECAUSE YOU CAUSED SOMEONE TO ALMOST KILL THEMSELVES. GOOD FUCKING JOB YOU FUCKING ARSEFACE! I'm just really getting sick of DMing because of this bullshit and I may stop going on skype if this keeps up. Seriously, that last guy I was ranting about is deliberately trying to get under my skin to piss me off. Its working, but not in the way he wants it to. I'm about THIS close to relapsing (in this case, losing my shit on someone, be it they deserve it or not (though venting/ranting the shit on my mind and my feelings doesn't count)).
Seriously, all these things made me feel angry, hurt, left out, rejected, harassed, overwhelmed, annoyed, violated, frustrated, and even worried. Seriously, just that one guy I ranted about there is enough to cause me a lot of mental stress, and I'm VERY tempted to not only block him on skype, but kill him in D&D so I don't have to deal with his shit anymore.
This is seriosuly how I am in a nutshell with this guy: